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Oh well, I have been sitting here waiting for Simon to call cause I wanted to come out tonight (I have tried since this afternoon to reach him but he hasn´t returned my calls or text messages - and I´m feeling better now than I did this afternoon) so I tried to call with my other mobile to see if he was simply avoiding my calls... well, he answered and he was totally drunk out of his skull. The fact that he DID answer my other mobile which probably didn´t say "Barbarella" on his display was enough for me to know that he *has* actually been avoiding picking up my calls (although I understand him not texting me back if he was utterly pished!).
Anyway, once I did get through to him, talking to his drunken self, he put the phone down on me and I couldn´t get through to him again after.
I am so NOT putting up with shit like this again, after David pulled the same stunt on me 100s of times for the last few years I lived with him. NEVER EVER AGAIN. There are things I can tolerate and things I won´t even TRY to tolerate these days cause I have been through them before and I know I can NOT live with that shit. Even *friends* don´t treat me like that, drunk or not drunk.
I´m better off with my cats. I don´t want to KNOW humans anymore. Fuck them all. :(
PS. I´m going out to get drunk now too. Sod the world.
Anyway, once I did get through to him, talking to his drunken self, he put the phone down on me and I couldn´t get through to him again after.
I am so NOT putting up with shit like this again, after David pulled the same stunt on me 100s of times for the last few years I lived with him. NEVER EVER AGAIN. There are things I can tolerate and things I won´t even TRY to tolerate these days cause I have been through them before and I know I can NOT live with that shit. Even *friends* don´t treat me like that, drunk or not drunk.
I´m better off with my cats. I don´t want to KNOW humans anymore. Fuck them all. :(
PS. I´m going out to get drunk now too. Sod the world.