now you know, this is what it feels like
lately things suck. i mean besides seeing sigur ros, and nine inch nails last week. the job is monotonous. my routine after work is monotonous. and i feel like i'm farther and farther away from friends all the time. i feel like i'm being really needy for no reason, and if there is a reason, i don't want to admit it. i feel like i'm being punished by karma for things i've done. i'm trying to figure out how to change that. I HATE THESE SHIT CYCLES!!!