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Today was weird. It doesnt feel like the holidays are around the corner. Anytime i work for long hours i overthink things too much. I started thinking about all the stuff that happened this year, the good, the bad, and all the weird things that i went through.
I found myself getting angry over random thoughts. I was really angry and i couldnt figure out why, thats not me im usually a happy person, and it takes a lot for me to get upset. This year wasnt exactly the best, but yet i keep telling myself that next year is around the corner, and that things will get better. I do that a lot, im always hopefull for the future. Its funny how many things happen in one year. How much people change, how many new people you meet, the things that you were used to doing and loved doing dont matter anymore. There is always something new, something new to hope for. Next year will be better, i refuse to think otherwise. Its horrible to think that you could have done things in the past that could have made you happier and you didnt. Well its too late to dwell over things like that. The next best thing is to look straight ahead. Yea 2005........
My guys definitely were the upside. I love you guys, and having you around always put a smile on my face when i thought it couldnt be done.
This is fucking ridiculous, i cant sleep. Im not tired at all
I found myself getting angry over random thoughts. I was really angry and i couldnt figure out why, thats not me im usually a happy person, and it takes a lot for me to get upset. This year wasnt exactly the best, but yet i keep telling myself that next year is around the corner, and that things will get better. I do that a lot, im always hopefull for the future. Its funny how many things happen in one year. How much people change, how many new people you meet, the things that you were used to doing and loved doing dont matter anymore. There is always something new, something new to hope for. Next year will be better, i refuse to think otherwise. Its horrible to think that you could have done things in the past that could have made you happier and you didnt. Well its too late to dwell over things like that. The next best thing is to look straight ahead. Yea 2005........
My guys definitely were the upside. I love you guys, and having you around always put a smile on my face when i thought it couldnt be done.
This is fucking ridiculous, i cant sleep. Im not tired at all