Dec 19, 2004 00:36
i'm not really sure if this day has just been a terrible dream. i keep thinking i'll wake up any second now...
and for the first time, i have no idea how things are going to turn out. this might be the worst situation i have ever been in. rather, put myself in. and it's not just broken hearts and loneliness any longer. this could very well change my whole entire life.
now, people know things and there's no turning back. now, i'm in bigger trouble than i might have ever been in before. now i don't know if all my crazy genius skills will do anything to help me work my way out.
thanks for everything though...you know.