Dec 15, 2004 21:30
lj & crew, you are my only outlet. who else am i supposed to rant my incredible boring drama to?
well, anyway, he's leaving. probably. and as much as i try to tell myself the positives of the situation...it's hard to hide that it sucks.
-i don't talk to him in school anyway
-djo is close, so we can hang out after school?
-i won't get sick of him
um...compared to the ditching me for the cool friends which is already happening, the constant being in still-obsessed-with-katie's presence instead of mine, and the in general end of my entire life, those pros suck.
great great great and i was actually thinking that maybe, just maybe, everything wasn't ruined. good one, nikki...get your hopes up just to get them crushed for the seven bizillionth time.