...i'll tell you just how good it can be...
why was today such a great day? maybe because i didn't let anything get me down. maybe because i'm just so excited about life as a whole right now.
i hate sounding like a dumb sappy happy girl. but you know what? i'll say it while i can. i can't remember really having the chance to be happy in a long, long time. the past few months have been the first in years that i can actually relax and be myself and maybe loosen up a little bit. not to say that my major psychotic issues have resolved themselves, but at least i can forget about my craziness for awhile.
and obviously, things suck sometimes (almost always) but that's the trick to happiness, i think: choosing how much you let the bad stuff affect you. i mean, in retrospect, today was pretty crappy. but somehow i managed to maintain a great mood...maybe because i decided i would, or maybe just because i'm retarded. who knows.
my new phone background is pokey from gumby (remember?) dancing around, and it says 'holla' in bubble letters. every time i look at it, i smile.
so...yeah. peace out, homeskillets.
i love this song ^^ because it's so wierd. it's my oc song and it's allllll happiness.
-::i've been holding out for love
ever since i've had a heart::