You can't take her away from me
Spring Break was lots of fun. I came home Friday night to a CD player in my room which should have been playing a CD Joe made for me and flowers on my bed. Joe decided to surprise me by showing up to my house that night. This is why AJ told Joe that I was coming home early, even though my surprise was ruined in the process (but I'm not bitter). It was a good thing that I didn't have to drive out to see Joe that night because I got really sick that night and spent most of the weekend in bed and all day Monday lying on the couch sick with a bad cold. Joe was sweet enough to stay with me the entire weekend and attempt to nurse me back to health. Unfortunately this wasted $35 worth of tickets to go see Matchbook Romance Sunday night in Charlotte because I was too sick to drive out. Anyways, when I finally started feeling better I got a chance to hang out with all my friends. Saturday, Joe and I met AJ and Miki to hang out. Joe told me he had no idea what we were doing so we just followed AJ's car. Anyways, we ended up going to a park and walking around for a little bit. All of a sudden I saw Amanda, Joe's cousin. We had seen her at the house earlier so I thought it was a little weird that she was there. Well she had a picnic basket and some blankets so the six of us had a surprise picnic that Joe and AJ planned because they are FRIGGIN AWESOME. It was wonderful :-D Aside from being sick, break was fairly decent. Joseph and I did a lot of talking about the break and we spent a lot of time together. I'm hoping everything will work out ok. I really love being with him theres just a lot of stuff going on in both our lives. We talked and talked until I wanted to put a bullet in my head, so I'm thinking we got everything out. Plus he wrote me a really sweet letter explaining everything. I saw Zac...which I still think was a good idea. I decided that my last memories with Zac were happy and very loving (saying goodbye to him in Indianapolis). Almost all of the deterioration of our relationship happened over the phone and I just needed closure. So I met up with him and we talked for about 45 minutes. I feel so much better because it reminded me of all the reasons why I don't want to be with him. He basically said that he missed me and would have done anything for me (the same old stuff), but he also said and did somethings which really irked me and made me upset. I believe that this was good for us because now I have closure and I don't feel this constant need to talk to him and see how hes doing. He's back in Iraq now and he'll be there for a while. Anyways, Nick is coming to see me at the end of March and I'm so excited. Plus I get to go home two weekends after that so that will be good. I already miss home and my new rabbit.
Oh yeah, my parents want to sell my horse. When I was home she was handled more and had more attention. Now that nobody is trying to catch her everyday shes gotten really stubborn. Shes started kicking and biting and they're afraid shes going to hurt my little sister. They said if things don't get better they're going to sell her and buy a more calm horse. But I won't be home for summer for another two months and I doubt she'll get any better before then...It royally sucks
Oh yeah, my parents want to sell my horse. When I was home she was handled more and had more attention. Now that nobody is trying to catch her everyday shes gotten really stubborn. Shes started kicking and biting and they're afraid shes going to hurt my little sister. They said if things don't get better they're going to sell her and buy a more calm horse. But I won't be home for summer for another two months and I doubt she'll get any better before then...It royally sucks