whoa there
um. Yeah . i am still me. and the fact that i drink and suff..... ok. thats it. all of you made me realize i am turning into a loser. done. enough. i quit. no more bars. just me just me. the girl was nothing, she was just helping me out after my drunken behavior on my birthday. we didnt do anything at all except lay in bed until morning, then she drove me to my truck and i went home.
ok. i didnt realize how bad this stuff could go. ... in fact, to be honest.... i didnt think anyone read my journal anymore. i was just writing to myself to let me know how i was doing. and it appears its pretty bad. yes. bad. reading what i wrote that night, i now realize what a shame it is to change who i am. no matter who or for what reason its for. forgive me, i quit. i am done.
p.s. rofl my bank account got closed that i had aol on and now they keep sending me messages to "log on to your master screen name for important information".
i will continue to use this aol until it just goes away.
p.p.s. this account wasnt closed due to my new behavior. it was one i have to travel 2 and a half hours to to even make a money transfer. so its good that it closed because its one less worry i have which makes it easier to just be me. oh and um btw, i am working 80 hours this week, so you cant say that i am being a loser.
ok. i didnt realize how bad this stuff could go. ... in fact, to be honest.... i didnt think anyone read my journal anymore. i was just writing to myself to let me know how i was doing. and it appears its pretty bad. yes. bad. reading what i wrote that night, i now realize what a shame it is to change who i am. no matter who or for what reason its for. forgive me, i quit. i am done.
p.s. rofl my bank account got closed that i had aol on and now they keep sending me messages to "log on to your master screen name for important information".
i will continue to use this aol until it just goes away.
p.p.s. this account wasnt closed due to my new behavior. it was one i have to travel 2 and a half hours to to even make a money transfer. so its good that it closed because its one less worry i have which makes it easier to just be me. oh and um btw, i am working 80 hours this week, so you cant say that i am being a loser.