she waits for her real passionate kiss....
Things have been going haywire since thanksgiving.
I get a laptop in december.
people have utterly decided to ignore me,
and ask my brother if they can hang out in my room while i am gone.
People don't care for my respect anymore.
I feel as though the world is shrinking and suffocating me as I go down.
and it doesn't help when i still have feelings for someone who I told myself that
I would hang out with more, because she is just that damn cool.
But I have to keep it under control,
and I don't wanna turn anyone into hating me right now.
Last night was just out of control that I just had to leave.
Eric had someone in my room and spilled black acrylic paint on my bedspread and on my carpet.
And who ever did it, has no idea that acrylic comes out of nothing so they owe me a bed spread and a new carpet,
which i do intend to charge them for.
I am just to the end of my strings on things,
and if i do get a income tax return, I will use it to move out,
because that will end alot of problems i have right now.
I get a laptop in december.
people have utterly decided to ignore me,
and ask my brother if they can hang out in my room while i am gone.
People don't care for my respect anymore.
I feel as though the world is shrinking and suffocating me as I go down.
and it doesn't help when i still have feelings for someone who I told myself that
I would hang out with more, because she is just that damn cool.
But I have to keep it under control,
and I don't wanna turn anyone into hating me right now.
Last night was just out of control that I just had to leave.
Eric had someone in my room and spilled black acrylic paint on my bedspread and on my carpet.
And who ever did it, has no idea that acrylic comes out of nothing so they owe me a bed spread and a new carpet,
which i do intend to charge them for.
I am just to the end of my strings on things,
and if i do get a income tax return, I will use it to move out,
because that will end alot of problems i have right now.