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I have made my decision and it may not be the right one at this time, but after tomorrow night it will have to deal. The job is just not right for me, and i am just not qualified enough and I never should have taken it. I am going to tell larry tomorrow night that for my best interst and his, that it might be better to find someone more qualified and place me back on dish as for what I applied for. And it was hard decision, but it is for the best for me, and larry and the entire line.
I feel that every day that I put a new song on this computer it somehow relates to something in my life. Like the past few days I have been listening to Scar Tissue by The Red Hot Chili Peppers, and for the first time today, it kind of related to me somehow, but I can't explain. And I have this odd thinking that somewhere out there in the universe, there is another generation of human race that watches everything that happens with us in our lives on earth. And when they see what we do, they do what the exact opposite is. It's a wierd theory, but I truly think it is real.
Someday, for whoever is reading this, we get drunk together, or just sitting under the stars, ask me about my theories and i'll gladly explain them too you. they may be wierd and hard to understand, but someday you will figure it out, and I will hear a call from you saying you understand now.