goodnight. goodnight. goodnight love. goodnight.
you made it in safe and for that i am thankful.
i got a lot done today. i swept, mopped, vaccumed, bug sprayed, and cleaned the entire apartment and my bathroom. i signed up for my stupid class. i did all my homework and wrote my Israeli government paper. i went to the verizon store. i loved gia.
i also wasted time doing and talking about things i probably shouldn't be doing/talking about. i sent my mom and sam a collective 10 messages... more if you count texts. i was sad. it made me feel better. i'm a girl (so give me a break).
i'm sad. i'm trying so hard not to be. 15 days is not that long. the only thing that really makes me feel a little better is what my dad said to me... he told me that if i'd never met adam i wouldn't be feeling this pain right now, but then i wouldn't have him in my life; so it's better to have him in my life and miss him then to not have him at all (only he said it a lot better). i'm so lucky to have met someone like him. my parents are right... i miss him because he is so great and because i love him. he is worth this.
i am going to bed. tomorrow will be one less day. oh and i have to get up at 6am to draw the sunrise for PTYS 206. fuck that noise.
i got a lot done today. i swept, mopped, vaccumed, bug sprayed, and cleaned the entire apartment and my bathroom. i signed up for my stupid class. i did all my homework and wrote my Israeli government paper. i went to the verizon store. i loved gia.
i also wasted time doing and talking about things i probably shouldn't be doing/talking about. i sent my mom and sam a collective 10 messages... more if you count texts. i was sad. it made me feel better. i'm a girl (so give me a break).
i'm sad. i'm trying so hard not to be. 15 days is not that long. the only thing that really makes me feel a little better is what my dad said to me... he told me that if i'd never met adam i wouldn't be feeling this pain right now, but then i wouldn't have him in my life; so it's better to have him in my life and miss him then to not have him at all (only he said it a lot better). i'm so lucky to have met someone like him. my parents are right... i miss him because he is so great and because i love him. he is worth this.
i am going to bed. tomorrow will be one less day. oh and i have to get up at 6am to draw the sunrise for PTYS 206. fuck that noise.