somuchYOUNGERthantoday
help me if you can!
i called my dad today because i need something
and i kind of don't see the problem with using him
and he doesn't have money but he pretends he does
but i really need the money he doesn't have
even if just because i'm going deaf
that can't really happen
the tape player dropped too many times and
now it won't fast forward
so it can't rewind which is
not good
that i faked an essay in fifteen minutes i couldn't write in
that i fake a lot of things, that i lie too much
his make up is gorgeous and i love him because
freedom of expression
you're right, honey, so so right so
i admire you like really good sin
and i watch you because you're too good
mmph, if i could maybe i would
(be more awesome than this goddamn tape and toxic paints)
"let's get all the pretty boys and girls"
and you! you're precious like adorable french teachers
it's all friends only still but maybe just because i'm kind of paranoid
and my strangers scare me less than family.