Oct 19, 2005 18:38
i figure maybe i should update for kicks, im not sure if kaitlinn made this up or what but it looks fun so here goes
I KNOW: what i want
I WANT: to learn how to achieve that
I HAVE: more than i appreciate
I WISH: life was a little bit simpler, maybe not as exciting but quieter
I HATE: feeling like you could have done this or that
I MISS: being a fat carefree 3rd grader, hell yea
I FEAR: what would happen if i stopped trying
I HEAR: the doorbell its football film night whooo i love little 8th grade boys
I WONDER: how the hell did they make a computer from nothing but wilderness...eh?
I REGRET: not living it up
I LOVE: feeling of accomplishment, working hard and seeing the end results, like the rush after you have played a whole soccer game and have kicked ass
I ACHE: to know im not abnormal but like everyone else, but at the same time i want to separate myself
I CARE: about how everything will affect everything
I ALWAYS: keep going, what doesnt kill ya makes you stronger
I AM NOT:
I DANCE: like a fucking moron and i love it
I SING: to let it all out and just blah and feel it
I CRY: when i dont know what is happening and how i can fix it
I DO NOT ALWAYS: succeed, but i feel like i need to or want to
I FIGHT: if its absolutely necessary otherwise im pretty chill
I WRITE: when i want to
I WIN: cuz its fun heyyyyooo go team?
I LOSE: a lot of things one minute i have it the next im like where u go?
I CONFUSE: myself
I LISTEN: whatever is playing that makes me sing, makes me chill, upbeats my mood, help comfort my mood
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: not home, too busy
I NEED: a break to just soak it all in, to not just run around from place to place
I AM HAPPY: when i have a lot going but have it all under control, when im in total efficient mode and i feel like i can do anything
I SHOULD HAVE: done my physics before work?
fucckkkk junior year is killing me, how many days till summer?
oh wait too many
bah-mk