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relationships have changed. life has changed.
- start to senior year has been pretty easy, minus the schedule shifts, and now I'm ready to seriously concentrate on ap psychology so I can school you all when you come up with some bullshit drama, ha!
- my dreads are growing, slowly but surely. they're my babies and I haven't been so proud of something in a long time. they're my own work that I have journied with through all the critisicm and skepticism. once they're complete I'll feel so accomplished, getting a positive hobby and what not.
- I finally got hired, even though the govt likes to wait weeks before sending my background check...so there's no cash flow yet.
- I've really accepted the fact that my perfect relationship is never coming back. after trying so hard for so long its become a reality that something really should've happened after that much time and effort.
whenever school starts I feel like I'm drawn away from my friends outside of school. I sometimes get those feelings that I can never chill out during the week, although the warm weather is keeping me happy. I wish school started at 10 or 11 so I could have longer nights, buuut that'll never happen. I hate having to remind myself that I have to go home at a set time so I can wake up early enough. meh w/e I think I get to trip this weekend out at Joe's dad's place so that'll be a good chance to get away from here and chill out real well, in the comfiest house I've ever been to :-D
ooh I went kayaking last weekend, it was so fun. I like it better than canoing...you feel so much closer to the water and you can move through the water with more of an ease, which gives me that nice peaceful feeling..oooh yeah. that would be cool if I could own one and just go down to churchville whenever I wanted to go out on the water, fuuuunnn.
yeah..I'm pretty content with the my current life path.
and writing to no one, whoops..I forget about this thing sometimes.
- start to senior year has been pretty easy, minus the schedule shifts, and now I'm ready to seriously concentrate on ap psychology so I can school you all when you come up with some bullshit drama, ha!
- my dreads are growing, slowly but surely. they're my babies and I haven't been so proud of something in a long time. they're my own work that I have journied with through all the critisicm and skepticism. once they're complete I'll feel so accomplished, getting a positive hobby and what not.
- I finally got hired, even though the govt likes to wait weeks before sending my background check...so there's no cash flow yet.
- I've really accepted the fact that my perfect relationship is never coming back. after trying so hard for so long its become a reality that something really should've happened after that much time and effort.
whenever school starts I feel like I'm drawn away from my friends outside of school. I sometimes get those feelings that I can never chill out during the week, although the warm weather is keeping me happy. I wish school started at 10 or 11 so I could have longer nights, buuut that'll never happen. I hate having to remind myself that I have to go home at a set time so I can wake up early enough. meh w/e I think I get to trip this weekend out at Joe's dad's place so that'll be a good chance to get away from here and chill out real well, in the comfiest house I've ever been to :-D
ooh I went kayaking last weekend, it was so fun. I like it better than canoing...you feel so much closer to the water and you can move through the water with more of an ease, which gives me that nice peaceful feeling..oooh yeah. that would be cool if I could own one and just go down to churchville whenever I wanted to go out on the water, fuuuunnn.
yeah..I'm pretty content with the my current life path.
and writing to no one, whoops..I forget about this thing sometimes.