6/6/10
This has been a rough day.
Well. Rough week, really, I suppose. Point is, I've been angsting nigh-constantly, and I'm sure I'm not the only one who's sick of it-but everyone else in my family seems to be angsting too, so maybe they haven't noticed. Fairly certain poor Sarah has, though, since she has to deal with it all the time. (Sorry, love.)
Anyway, yes, I'm sick of my angsting. So I've been lying to myself. I'm very good at it, you know. I've also been throwing distractions at myself, which works as long as said distractions aren't interrupted. I've watched Alice in Wonderland six times now, you know, and started attacking its fanfiction. (Shades of Grey by fyd818 is a personal favourite, BTW.) You know me, after all; give me a crisis and I'll run away from it, however I can. -is a devout coward-
Yesterday was excellent, though. I saw Sarah in person, introduced her to the aforementioned movie (thank God for said thing, BTW; it's finally giving me something fandom-wise to think of besides Ten's absence), ate pizza, went to Gamers to meet Waldo, Kenzie, Nanogene, Waldo's girlfriend, and a guy named Greg who doesn't have a nickname yet (as far as I know), ate pizza, hugged a lot of people, played with innuendo, made people lose the game, &c.. It was shiny.
Today sucked, though. Blargh. Tomorrow I'm going to Borders or something similar with Dad so I can read the book adaptation of the aforementioned movie (and yes, it's one of the things holding me just ahead of true insanity). Yay! But it's a school day. Urgh. But I'm changing my update schedule so my entire weekend doesn't get eaten up by the stress of HOLY CRAP I HAVE TO UPDATE! Yay!
And... yeah, that's about it. XD Fairfarren, both of you.
Well. Rough week, really, I suppose. Point is, I've been angsting nigh-constantly, and I'm sure I'm not the only one who's sick of it-but everyone else in my family seems to be angsting too, so maybe they haven't noticed. Fairly certain poor Sarah has, though, since she has to deal with it all the time. (Sorry, love.)
Anyway, yes, I'm sick of my angsting. So I've been lying to myself. I'm very good at it, you know. I've also been throwing distractions at myself, which works as long as said distractions aren't interrupted. I've watched Alice in Wonderland six times now, you know, and started attacking its fanfiction. (Shades of Grey by fyd818 is a personal favourite, BTW.) You know me, after all; give me a crisis and I'll run away from it, however I can. -is a devout coward-
Yesterday was excellent, though. I saw Sarah in person, introduced her to the aforementioned movie (thank God for said thing, BTW; it's finally giving me something fandom-wise to think of besides Ten's absence), ate pizza, went to Gamers to meet Waldo, Kenzie, Nanogene, Waldo's girlfriend, and a guy named Greg who doesn't have a nickname yet (as far as I know), ate pizza, hugged a lot of people, played with innuendo, made people lose the game, &c.. It was shiny.
Today sucked, though. Blargh. Tomorrow I'm going to Borders or something similar with Dad so I can read the book adaptation of the aforementioned movie (and yes, it's one of the things holding me just ahead of true insanity). Yay! But it's a school day. Urgh. But I'm changing my update schedule so my entire weekend doesn't get eaten up by the stress of HOLY CRAP I HAVE TO UPDATE! Yay!
And... yeah, that's about it. XD Fairfarren, both of you.