Rumination
[private, hackable to friends]
I remember . . .
I remember almost everything. I was not created. I was not coerced. I agreed to carry the mantle of the Grim Angel of my own choice. I agreed to relinquish my emotions of my own will.
It is better this way. Free will, after all, is the gift the gods have bestowed upon us.
I do not regret my choice.
[private, unhackable]
That week -- That week I spent here, when I was younger. I remember living through it now, though I hadn't before. What a strong feeling of peace I held . . . True serenity.
I wish I could feel it once more.
I remember . . .
I remember almost everything. I was not created. I was not coerced. I agreed to carry the mantle of the Grim Angel of my own choice. I agreed to relinquish my emotions of my own will.
It is better this way. Free will, after all, is the gift the gods have bestowed upon us.
I do not regret my choice.
[private, unhackable]
That week -- That week I spent here, when I was younger. I remember living through it now, though I hadn't before. What a strong feeling of peace I held . . . True serenity.
I wish I could feel it once more.