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Umm i feellike sharing my poems.... i dunno why... it justs seems if that im gonna write in a diary... where i express true feelings... might as well put my true feelings in .... thru poems.... the best way i know how.
So uh.. here's sum i typed up
Take a second and breath
Give yourself space so you can see
That what you're saying is confused
Making me feel burnt out and accused
You've got to realize
You just can't keep testing me
Your point of view is threatening me
All of your words hurt me inside
It's like you haven't noticed that I've tried
I cannot take much more
I'm more frustrated then before
The tension that stirs in inside of me
I won't let loose and break free
You have to realize
You just can't keep testing me
Your point of view is threatening me
All of your words hurt me inside
And these feelings I can't hide
Cause' there's a person inside of me
A person you need to see
I'll discover the real me
Who is fighting to be seen
He is honest, he is true
About the love he feels for you
__________________________________________
I can't see,
When this angers in my eyes.
I can't understand,
When disbelief fills my mind.
I can't take this anymore,
Cuz all I get is pain.
I'm always looking forward to,
Tomorrow's dreadful rain.
I can't describe,
When there's nothing there to feel.
I can't run from my life,
Cuz I'll fall head over heels.
I can't hide from it all,
Cuz within I push on.
Never ceasing, never ending,
Testing my endurance till I'm gone.
(many of you have prolyl seen thot on my poster for Ms. AbCUNTASS'es projects...)
___________________________________________________
(you can tell i was pissed when i wrote htis one right?)
Falling in your web of lies,
you watched my demise,
smiling innocently at your intentions
while I watched myself fall apart.
I believed more than I should have.
Leaving my faith in you,
only to realize now
that your words were empty
told only to deceive me.
Now I pay the cruel price
of my vulnerability
knowing the cycle is repeating once again
with nothing I can do.
I signed my life away
when I gave into your sweet words.
So good, it had to be true
I was blind.
It seems I'll never see things in the same way again.
You've left me hollow,
ripped away my soul.
Staring at my own reflection
in disgust.
It's happened again
I was just part of your game.
I cry and acknowledge
you've taken all I had.
So I thank you
and hope you can smile.
For my life will never be the same,
all because I trusted you.
I hope you can smile again
when you find
my life is no more.
____________________________________________________
(can u say...love poem or what.....this one is for Miranda)
Every Night,
When the World is dreaming,
I lie in bed and think of you.
The moonlight shines through my window,
And reveals to me what it is I should do.
"If you wish upon
The Brightest star...
What you desire,
Will Magically come true."
So i asked the star,
If the light of dawn,
Could bring me one day,
Closer to you.
Because there is nowhere that I'd rather be,
Then with you,
Your lips against mine.
Sitting Together,
Never moving,
Through this small verse of time.
In this special place in my heart,
Where your eyes will always burn bright.
And though today we ware far apart,
You will warm my dreams tonight.
_________________________________
Neways thats about all i've typed... the rest are under my bed in a lillocked safe... Im currently still writing that one i mentioned in my last entry... It's a bitch to write... cuz it's hard to explain this, and i confuse myself...and i don't flow it out right... it complicated.... When im done with it... I'll put it on... besides i think i left it on chris G's bus todan accident... o well ill get it tomorrow.
So uh.. here's sum i typed up
Take a second and breath
Give yourself space so you can see
That what you're saying is confused
Making me feel burnt out and accused
You've got to realize
You just can't keep testing me
Your point of view is threatening me
All of your words hurt me inside
It's like you haven't noticed that I've tried
I cannot take much more
I'm more frustrated then before
The tension that stirs in inside of me
I won't let loose and break free
You have to realize
You just can't keep testing me
Your point of view is threatening me
All of your words hurt me inside
And these feelings I can't hide
Cause' there's a person inside of me
A person you need to see
I'll discover the real me
Who is fighting to be seen
He is honest, he is true
About the love he feels for you
__________________________________________
I can't see,
When this angers in my eyes.
I can't understand,
When disbelief fills my mind.
I can't take this anymore,
Cuz all I get is pain.
I'm always looking forward to,
Tomorrow's dreadful rain.
I can't describe,
When there's nothing there to feel.
I can't run from my life,
Cuz I'll fall head over heels.
I can't hide from it all,
Cuz within I push on.
Never ceasing, never ending,
Testing my endurance till I'm gone.
(many of you have prolyl seen thot on my poster for Ms. AbCUNTASS'es projects...)
___________________________________________________
(you can tell i was pissed when i wrote htis one right?)
Falling in your web of lies,
you watched my demise,
smiling innocently at your intentions
while I watched myself fall apart.
I believed more than I should have.
Leaving my faith in you,
only to realize now
that your words were empty
told only to deceive me.
Now I pay the cruel price
of my vulnerability
knowing the cycle is repeating once again
with nothing I can do.
I signed my life away
when I gave into your sweet words.
So good, it had to be true
I was blind.
It seems I'll never see things in the same way again.
You've left me hollow,
ripped away my soul.
Staring at my own reflection
in disgust.
It's happened again
I was just part of your game.
I cry and acknowledge
you've taken all I had.
So I thank you
and hope you can smile.
For my life will never be the same,
all because I trusted you.
I hope you can smile again
when you find
my life is no more.
____________________________________________________
(can u say...love poem or what.....this one is for Miranda)
Every Night,
When the World is dreaming,
I lie in bed and think of you.
The moonlight shines through my window,
And reveals to me what it is I should do.
"If you wish upon
The Brightest star...
What you desire,
Will Magically come true."
So i asked the star,
If the light of dawn,
Could bring me one day,
Closer to you.
Because there is nowhere that I'd rather be,
Then with you,
Your lips against mine.
Sitting Together,
Never moving,
Through this small verse of time.
In this special place in my heart,
Where your eyes will always burn bright.
And though today we ware far apart,
You will warm my dreams tonight.
_________________________________
Neways thats about all i've typed... the rest are under my bed in a lillocked safe... Im currently still writing that one i mentioned in my last entry... It's a bitch to write... cuz it's hard to explain this, and i confuse myself...and i don't flow it out right... it complicated.... When im done with it... I'll put it on... besides i think i left it on chris G's bus todan accident... o well ill get it tomorrow.