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Apr 27, 2006 16:29

Life has been rather interesting lately, I guess. Ever since I quit beauty school, my grandma's treating me like I'm 14 again. It's utter bullshit. I mean, I hated it there. I thought I could stand it, but the superficiality and fumes just drove me away. I hated the girls. I hated the drama. I hated everything about it. So, now, what's the plan? I'm probably going to take some online classes through LMC. Probably writing classes. I miss writing alot.

But my grandma's not just stopping with school either. She wants to ban my friend, Stephen, from the house, because she walked in my room while we were watching movies and saw me laying with my head on his shoulder. Now she thinks that we're fucking. Hello! He's 14! I'm not STUPID! I'm not going to jail for that shit, and I wouldn't even think about a relationship with Stephen anyway.

And she can try as hard as she wants, I'm not going to stop being friends with Stephen just because he's younger than me. He's a great kid, and I love the shit outta him!

But what I don't get is why she would ban Stephen from the house and not Aaron. I mean, she's walked in when we were sleeping in the same bed together. She's walked in seconds after we've stopped fooling around and shit, but she has no problem with him at all. Maybe it's just the age thing.

Even then, I don't know how much longer I'm going to be fooling around with Aaron. It's not that I have a problem with the whole friends with benefits deal, it's just that he makes it really fucking difficult. I thought it was supposed to be the girl who fucks this stuff up. Hmm. I don't know. We'll see. I don't think there will be anything going on anymore...

Friends with benefits is way too fucking hard. It's harder than online relationships, even. Not that I've ever been in one. Just what I know from word of mouth...

I'm shutting up now.

[Kristi]
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