It's been a while...

Jan 23, 2006 14:14

Yeah, I know. But it looks like no one else is using their LJ either now-a-days. MySpace has taken over the world.
Went over to Erik's last night with Moe. Jeremy was there. We got drunk and stoned, and I think I made Erik uncomfortable. I kept making my lude jokes and stuff, which is completely normal, but I think I took it a little too far. We bleached a patch in the front of his head too, and it looked so awesome. I couldn't help but play with his hair the rest of the night. It doesn't help that it smells so damn good and that it's totally soft either.
Oh, and he fell asleep on my boobs. Totally funny. He said they're the best boob-pillows ever. LoL. God, I need to stop gushing over him. But it's his fault for getting so damn hot. I really wanna know when that happened.
It's totally weird being attracted to him too. I mean, he's Mr. Pineda's nephew. That, and I've known him since he was about 12 and I was about 15. So...yeah...it's just confusing.
Don't get me wrong though. It's not like I'm sitting here and picturing a house and picket fence or anything. I don't like him THAT much. But I can't help myself. He's just a really sweet, funny, awesome person. And everytime I see him, for that breif moment of time, I'm actually happy. Not pretend happy. Maybe I'm confusing that with actual feelings for him. Maybe I don't really like him at all. I don't know. I think I'm just going to stop overanalyzing it and be his friend as best I can.
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