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12:01 AM - Valentine's Day Depression
Current mood: crushed
Well, it's Valentine's Day. I hate Valentine's Day. Valentine's day is a double edge sword in alot of ways. If you have someone, it's the best day in the world, but you're expected to do so much and no one ever really comes up to par on the romanticism level. If you're alone, your loneliness only seems to be magnified and you're more depressed than ever.
Valentine's Day will always carry some kind of regret for you, no matter what happens.
Oh, well...there's nothing I can really do about it. This is just going to be another Valentine's Day where I will be lonely and thinking about some stupid boy I have a crush on and wonder why I got the fucking horrible bad luck that some other bitch has his heart and will probably break it. I will have to deal with knowing that he's probably going to get hurt, but if he would be with me then I know I would try a hell of a lot harder not to hurt him and then he wouldn't have to deal with heartbreak and I wouldn't have to deal with this depression and constant self-degradation because I'm only "friend material".
Love is bullshit. I think Hedwig said it best. "That's the pain that cuts a stright line down through the heart. We call it love." Love is nothing but pain.
[Kristi]
Current mood: crushed
Well, it's Valentine's Day. I hate Valentine's Day. Valentine's day is a double edge sword in alot of ways. If you have someone, it's the best day in the world, but you're expected to do so much and no one ever really comes up to par on the romanticism level. If you're alone, your loneliness only seems to be magnified and you're more depressed than ever.
Valentine's Day will always carry some kind of regret for you, no matter what happens.
Oh, well...there's nothing I can really do about it. This is just going to be another Valentine's Day where I will be lonely and thinking about some stupid boy I have a crush on and wonder why I got the fucking horrible bad luck that some other bitch has his heart and will probably break it. I will have to deal with knowing that he's probably going to get hurt, but if he would be with me then I know I would try a hell of a lot harder not to hurt him and then he wouldn't have to deal with heartbreak and I wouldn't have to deal with this depression and constant self-degradation because I'm only "friend material".
Love is bullshit. I think Hedwig said it best. "That's the pain that cuts a stright line down through the heart. We call it love." Love is nothing but pain.
[Kristi]