ignition
i love tangerines.
another chat with fab. he left just now, 2 in the morning in italy. i still feel the connection. i know he does too. regardless of how we both act. theres something profound about it, something that involves fate, destiny, whatever you might call it. i dont even mean it in the romantic way, necessarily. it's greater than that. plain to see now but really has been that way from day one. which is probably why he kept hanging on even when i didnt talk to him for a year or two.
stephanie once said 'sometimes things go beyond'. shes right. this is one of those times. one can count the times this happens in ones life. its rare and its special. im thinking we should hang on to it, be civil, be whatever we can be without complications. im not sure if this can happen with all thats in the past but maybe we just werent ready then.
i ache to feel something.
another chat with fab. he left just now, 2 in the morning in italy. i still feel the connection. i know he does too. regardless of how we both act. theres something profound about it, something that involves fate, destiny, whatever you might call it. i dont even mean it in the romantic way, necessarily. it's greater than that. plain to see now but really has been that way from day one. which is probably why he kept hanging on even when i didnt talk to him for a year or two.
stephanie once said 'sometimes things go beyond'. shes right. this is one of those times. one can count the times this happens in ones life. its rare and its special. im thinking we should hang on to it, be civil, be whatever we can be without complications. im not sure if this can happen with all thats in the past but maybe we just werent ready then.
i ache to feel something.