Oct 13, 2004 22:40
Oh man, im miss her so much right now, and i dont know why. i mean ever since a few weeks after she left me, i have never have felt this strong, it almost brings me to tears. I sometimes wonder how she can smile and act like nothings wrong, why is it that i have to feel like shit everytime im in the same room with her. Maybe its something i need to get over. if i could only have seen this coming.....but if i would have seen it coming then i would have not have had such a good relationship. I just dont want to hurt anymore. i wonder if i want her back though or if i just want the pain to stop. and to this person... if you ever see this...im sorry, things havent been the same since you left, and i feel so incomplete, i love you so much...and i was left alone, tell me what i have to do to make things better, because im tired of feeling like this.....
Stop hurting me please.....