eh...
Not much is going on - except that I want to scream really REALLY loudly. I stayed after school for directing, which was cancelled so I went to improv instead. I found out that the April 2nd show is cancelled and its only a POSSIBILITY that we will have a later show. We got bumped because of fucking international showcase. Who goes to that shit anyways?? Improv is always getting bumped for something else. We are the scum on the bottom of BLS' rats' little botties (for when the weather's all shitty like it is now). On the bus home (accompanied by Lauren) we talked about friends we have and don't talk to anymore, and what it will be like after high school. Then this guy started talking to us (I did want to talk to him cause he was kinda hot but whatever). He was 23 (too old even for lauren ;p j/k) and was telling us how he fucked up in high school and dropped out of college and he has a six month old son. Of course he just got out of jail for drug dealing so he can only see his kid on weekends and is doing some rehab thingy in a shit ass place in JP. He's was cool but it got me thinking about the future. How I really want to do well but I don't think I have the will power for it all. Example: I have two biology projects due on thursday; my 50 note cards for english due friday - which I haven't started; and SAT book that is collecting dust but I need to practice in so I can do well; and in the little time I have available between school, work, activities, and sleep (the last one slowly being bumped out the picture) instead of doing the mounds of work I have I spend my free time writing my fanfiction, or my original story, or reading on the three books I am in the middle of. WHY CAN'T I GET MY FUCKING ACT TOGETHER!!!! GOD DAMNIT I HATE THIS WORLD.
Phew...that was a lot.
Phew...that was a lot.