now what is happening
there is so much going on...school has so many things going on....too many projects and shit. and my i hate my french teacher. i had to do a presentation today, but i knew that i would freak out and not be able to do it, so i recorded myself on video camera so that i wouldn't have to stand in front of the class. it was still fucking scarry though. my teeth were chattering and i was shaking and the past two days i have had a stomache ache as well as today because i have been so worried. not so much how bad i would do, just that i would humiliate myself in front of the class and the teacher. and that is really wierd because i don't care about anyone in that class. they are all people that i don't give a fuck about because they have the wron impression of me so they are fucked up. i hate that class.