waiting on the world to change.
Who's to say that things won't be different.
I'm writing a letter to my dad, asking to speak with him in person. Enough is enough. Why should i be afraid of him? He left me. He walked out on me. I want him to tell me that he doesn't want me and why to my face, once and for all.
I really need to get the fuck over you.
I don't know why it's so fucking difficult. I just get jealous when i see the two of you together. I get this awful, bitter feeling when i think about you. For so long i wanted to befriend you, and what happend between us was NOT what i had in mind. You just give me these weird feelings that i can't put my finger on, nomatter how hard i try to analyze my feelings and explain myself. I never have a good enough answer for you. i can't make you feel better. I'm not interesting. I'm not your type. And you're not mine. You changed my life. But i'm so done and over with this. With you, once and for all.
Rachel, we need to get it together.
I love you so much. I can't stand to think about how things would be like without you. We've hurt each other a lot. We've said some pretty shitty ass things. We've made each other feel down right awful. I'm never going to be just like you. I'm always going to see thigns differently then you, and our difference will probably continue to cause us to clash. But i won't ever find a friend that i can tell everything to, and sit by a pond where the world seems perfect, and scream at drunk and cry on your lap. We have been through SO much together, and if that's what's keeping us together, then so be it. I'm tired of feeling so distant from you. So when i get back i'm going to see you. And we're going to get our friendship back on track, once and for all.
Timothy Baby<3,
Things have been so fucking rocky between us. MY FAULT. My stupid mixzed up confused feelings. And i'm sorry. Days like today are what brought us together in the first place. Lying around watching tv. shopping. eating. lying on the kitchen floor sharing our deepest secrets with each other. Sitting on your lap and kissing you, while making stupid faces and pretending to drop each other. We've been together almost ONE YEAR. I love you so much. I love you more then you ever will understand.
Who says things can't be different?
They can be.
And they will be.
It's time i grew some fucking balls;
and stood up to the fucking plate.
I'm writing a letter to my dad, asking to speak with him in person. Enough is enough. Why should i be afraid of him? He left me. He walked out on me. I want him to tell me that he doesn't want me and why to my face, once and for all.
I really need to get the fuck over you.
I don't know why it's so fucking difficult. I just get jealous when i see the two of you together. I get this awful, bitter feeling when i think about you. For so long i wanted to befriend you, and what happend between us was NOT what i had in mind. You just give me these weird feelings that i can't put my finger on, nomatter how hard i try to analyze my feelings and explain myself. I never have a good enough answer for you. i can't make you feel better. I'm not interesting. I'm not your type. And you're not mine. You changed my life. But i'm so done and over with this. With you, once and for all.
Rachel, we need to get it together.
I love you so much. I can't stand to think about how things would be like without you. We've hurt each other a lot. We've said some pretty shitty ass things. We've made each other feel down right awful. I'm never going to be just like you. I'm always going to see thigns differently then you, and our difference will probably continue to cause us to clash. But i won't ever find a friend that i can tell everything to, and sit by a pond where the world seems perfect, and scream at drunk and cry on your lap. We have been through SO much together, and if that's what's keeping us together, then so be it. I'm tired of feeling so distant from you. So when i get back i'm going to see you. And we're going to get our friendship back on track, once and for all.
Timothy Baby<3,
Things have been so fucking rocky between us. MY FAULT. My stupid mixzed up confused feelings. And i'm sorry. Days like today are what brought us together in the first place. Lying around watching tv. shopping. eating. lying on the kitchen floor sharing our deepest secrets with each other. Sitting on your lap and kissing you, while making stupid faces and pretending to drop each other. We've been together almost ONE YEAR. I love you so much. I love you more then you ever will understand.
Who says things can't be different?
They can be.
And they will be.
It's time i grew some fucking balls;
and stood up to the fucking plate.