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[thelonegirl]

I'm not convinced that I am worthy of your time
And I whisper "why can't you love me?"
I'll change for you, I'll play the part”
And I say “baby, yes I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely
And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me"...
--"Sorry" Maria Mena

So I sat down to write a song about you
I sat down intending to write and cry
I sat down intending to hate you more
But the tears aren’t coming
And my hate isn’t strong at all
Because I’ve said that I don’t love you
So many times before
Everyone thinks I’m a bad liar
Because I lie about bad lies
So everyone believes me when I say I’m over you
So no one really knows the truth
And I’ve perfected the art
Of being invisible
When I’m not supposed to be around you
Our smiles are secretive
Our stares are discreet
And no one really sees the half-eyed winks
No one hears the jokes you tell
Just when I come around
All because you want to make me smile and laugh
And you’re the only one
Who can make me cry through my smiles
You’re the only one
Who make my heart skip a thousand beats
Because this place is just right for the two of us
We’ll fit just like a glove and have our fun
Let’s hop inside no one will know, I swear

♥