Blue skies, broken hearts - Next 12 exits

[thelonegirl]

I am so close to killing him it's not even funny. Jackie and I got in this big fight last night and I was in tears and he was laughing and when I was typing it all out to Schwabbie I started bawling even more. He's such a stubborn ass. But most guitar players are like that. Stubborn at least. And self-centered but we won't even get into that. So yeah...I am not doing the talent show. I don't care if Connor kills me. He can go right ahead. But I'm not going to do it. I'm just not going to go tonight. Yeah, yeah, I know it's not the most mature way to handle it but Jackie said whoever shows up tonight at the band room can be in it...so that means that whoever doesn't shoe up isn't in it, right? I have voice lessons anyway and I do have a performance coming up that I should be preparing for. I'm not going to waste my voice lesson on a stubborn, self-centered asshole who makes me cry. It's really just not worth it. I feel bad bagging on Chris and Jordan and Andrew, but they don't need me anyway. Yeah, they don't really need me...

Well I gotta clean up my room and everything before I leave for school and the assembly bell is in 30 minutes so I am gonna start getting ready. Argh...no F-block today which not only means no rehearsal, but all my academic classes which means homework. Argh. God damn...