'Cause I gotta have faith
Me: Well I guess it would be nice if I could touch your body, I know not everybody, has got a body like you...OO
Josh: But I gotta think twice before I give my heart away...
^^Ahhh I thought it was soooo funny!!
So today...yeah. I had science first which sucked as usual. I almost fell asleep, but I sounded like I knew what I was talking about, which I must admit rocked. Then it was off to F-block which is always fun. Then G-block and I got to do my math homework. Then I had Spanish which was...Spanish. Then lunch, which was interesting. I honestly never sit at my table. I am always somewhere else. Scott is at my table and I had written "MY KONSTANTINE" on my arm in realllly big letters and he was like oh you look like a goth from PVPA and then he went onto say that I ate poodles...and the conversation got a little out of hand. But leave it to Scott...
Then I had history. Whatever, history isn't that bad. Then algebra, which sucks. But my teacher is awesome. My class blows though. Then I had study hall prep and I e-mail Ashlee...and then I went down to the computer lab and typed my history paper, only to find that I couldn't print from my computer. Argh. So I just left it on there in hopes that Rios can help me fix it tomorrow or Mr. Glew will be able to look at it and know that I did my homework. Then I went home and got a frozen Snickers bar (don't bother calling me a fat pig...I am quite aware) and I packed up my swim stuff and went to practice. I was late and I was having some stomach issues so I didn't even have warm up and Eric and I were talking so I didn't do much stretching either. I haven't eaten a fruit or vegtable in over four days I'm sure and I had my first bite of meat in four days today too. I am soooo pale, Julia thought I was sick. I'm just depressed and confused...and when I am depressed and confused, I eat...and I eat poorly. It NEEDS to stop. Like now.
Then I left swim practice at 4:40 and I showered and used our new hairdryers and walked to the dining hall for early supper with Ray and we got caught up. Ray is such a sweetie. I love him sooo much. So we had early dinner with Dylan and Freddie and Mrs. Chase. It was a good dinner, but I only had the bread and rice cause I had one bite of chicken and it was too hot. Oh and I also had dessert. Duh. Mrs. Chase said that she was gonna get Danielle to yell at us if we didn't so a good job cleaning up, which made me clean up because the bitch hates me. She called me fat. I think she should be fired. No one in the kitchen would ever dare call me fat or say anything bad; they have known me since birth and I love them all and they are all so nice. But Danielle and Jen...I don't know what Jen's deal is, I don't remember her from when I was younger very well and she seems pretty young so I doubt she's been here very long. But Danielle...this is her first year and she is such a bitch to me. She called me fat behind my back and Scott told me. She's pretty, I guess, but she wears her hair all weird and it's not like a good blonde it's more like slutty-blonde. I think she thinks that I am taking all of her ninth grade boys away from her. She disgusts me. She like hits on all the hott ninth graders and they love it and vice-versa. It's gross. Agh, I hate even talking about it. All who thinks that is disgusting, say "Aye"
So after we all went down to the pitt to run over some scenes and Josh came in late from his cello lesson and we went out into the hall to add "personality and charisma" to his part. We just sat there and talked for like an hour. He is the best. He really, truly is. I love him a ton. He's great. Then we went back into the pitt and ran through a few scenes and then the post-dinner crew came and we finished the last scene and we did the courtroom scene. Then Damen and Eric made me stay and grade their scene and Eric got pissed because I gave him a low grade. Lower than Damen's and Daniel's at least. Damen was the only one who knew his lines and was always in character and Daniel had lots of charisma and was always in character. Eric went out of character a ton and didn't totally know his lines and wasn't totally enthuseastic. If you break it down like that, you can see why I gave him the grade I did.
Well, I still have Spanish homework left to do and I don't think I have ever seen my room messier than this, so I am gonna go...
Josh: But I gotta think twice before I give my heart away...
^^Ahhh I thought it was soooo funny!!
So today...yeah. I had science first which sucked as usual. I almost fell asleep, but I sounded like I knew what I was talking about, which I must admit rocked. Then it was off to F-block which is always fun. Then G-block and I got to do my math homework. Then I had Spanish which was...Spanish. Then lunch, which was interesting. I honestly never sit at my table. I am always somewhere else. Scott is at my table and I had written "MY KONSTANTINE" on my arm in realllly big letters and he was like oh you look like a goth from PVPA and then he went onto say that I ate poodles...and the conversation got a little out of hand. But leave it to Scott...
Then I had history. Whatever, history isn't that bad. Then algebra, which sucks. But my teacher is awesome. My class blows though. Then I had study hall prep and I e-mail Ashlee...and then I went down to the computer lab and typed my history paper, only to find that I couldn't print from my computer. Argh. So I just left it on there in hopes that Rios can help me fix it tomorrow or Mr. Glew will be able to look at it and know that I did my homework. Then I went home and got a frozen Snickers bar (don't bother calling me a fat pig...I am quite aware) and I packed up my swim stuff and went to practice. I was late and I was having some stomach issues so I didn't even have warm up and Eric and I were talking so I didn't do much stretching either. I haven't eaten a fruit or vegtable in over four days I'm sure and I had my first bite of meat in four days today too. I am soooo pale, Julia thought I was sick. I'm just depressed and confused...and when I am depressed and confused, I eat...and I eat poorly. It NEEDS to stop. Like now.
Then I left swim practice at 4:40 and I showered and used our new hairdryers and walked to the dining hall for early supper with Ray and we got caught up. Ray is such a sweetie. I love him sooo much. So we had early dinner with Dylan and Freddie and Mrs. Chase. It was a good dinner, but I only had the bread and rice cause I had one bite of chicken and it was too hot. Oh and I also had dessert. Duh. Mrs. Chase said that she was gonna get Danielle to yell at us if we didn't so a good job cleaning up, which made me clean up because the bitch hates me. She called me fat. I think she should be fired. No one in the kitchen would ever dare call me fat or say anything bad; they have known me since birth and I love them all and they are all so nice. But Danielle and Jen...I don't know what Jen's deal is, I don't remember her from when I was younger very well and she seems pretty young so I doubt she's been here very long. But Danielle...this is her first year and she is such a bitch to me. She called me fat behind my back and Scott told me. She's pretty, I guess, but she wears her hair all weird and it's not like a good blonde it's more like slutty-blonde. I think she thinks that I am taking all of her ninth grade boys away from her. She disgusts me. She like hits on all the hott ninth graders and they love it and vice-versa. It's gross. Agh, I hate even talking about it. All who thinks that is disgusting, say "Aye"
So after we all went down to the pitt to run over some scenes and Josh came in late from his cello lesson and we went out into the hall to add "personality and charisma" to his part. We just sat there and talked for like an hour. He is the best. He really, truly is. I love him a ton. He's great. Then we went back into the pitt and ran through a few scenes and then the post-dinner crew came and we finished the last scene and we did the courtroom scene. Then Damen and Eric made me stay and grade their scene and Eric got pissed because I gave him a low grade. Lower than Damen's and Daniel's at least. Damen was the only one who knew his lines and was always in character and Daniel had lots of charisma and was always in character. Eric went out of character a ton and didn't totally know his lines and wasn't totally enthuseastic. If you break it down like that, you can see why I gave him the grade I did.
Well, I still have Spanish homework left to do and I don't think I have ever seen my room messier than this, so I am gonna go...