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I don't really have any words to explain how I feel tonight. All I know is that something must change.
In the past I've changed myself several times, trying to become who I am. Now I like who I am, so what then do I change? What do I have the power to change?
I was thinking a little while ago and there's really only one choice that I've made this year that I have never had even one regret about. (no, I won't tell you what it was, you'll have to guess, ha!) And I'm not talking about little shit like buying a grilled stuft burrito from taco bell.
Grumble. I've tried to start smoking cigarettes several times before, but I don't think I have the willpower to start. I guess that's a good thing, but it's still annoying. I guess I just wanted to see what would happen.
I should start doing more things that make me smile.
Things that make me smile:
1. skateboarding
2. wearing my clip-on-tie
3. sticking my tongue out at people
4. down shifting into corners
5. punk shows
6. disc golf
7. pool
8. sneaking
9. corny jokes
10. throwing plastic scissors
11. swing dancing
12. cat naps
13. twirling my keys
Okay, I'm going to stop this for now. I really should sleep now.
In the past I've changed myself several times, trying to become who I am. Now I like who I am, so what then do I change? What do I have the power to change?
I was thinking a little while ago and there's really only one choice that I've made this year that I have never had even one regret about. (no, I won't tell you what it was, you'll have to guess, ha!) And I'm not talking about little shit like buying a grilled stuft burrito from taco bell.
Grumble. I've tried to start smoking cigarettes several times before, but I don't think I have the willpower to start. I guess that's a good thing, but it's still annoying. I guess I just wanted to see what would happen.
I should start doing more things that make me smile.
Things that make me smile:
1. skateboarding
2. wearing my clip-on-tie
3. sticking my tongue out at people
4. down shifting into corners
5. punk shows
6. disc golf
7. pool
8. sneaking
9. corny jokes
10. throwing plastic scissors
11. swing dancing
12. cat naps
13. twirling my keys
Okay, I'm going to stop this for now. I really should sleep now.