I FEEL LIKE I AM SUFFOCATING
I really don't know why I let my mother make me feel so guilty about everything when I know I am not really that bad of a person. I don't really do anything bad and yet she makes me feel like a horrible person. So what if I go out until midnight most nights? So what if I spend the night over at a friend's place? So what if I go out for dinner w/ friends and tell her the day of? I mean my friends don't plan days in advance like she does. What does it matter that I go out and try to have fun instead of staying at home w/ her? I'm 21 and I feel like I am trapped in a box where I'm slowing being squeezed from all sides until I do not know what I am anymore.