hmm, where to begin . .
well. my break hasn't exactly been swell for the most part mostly due to my parents . . as always.
they blew the lid the other day and told me they may not be able to afford my sophomore year of college, when telling me that wasn't necessary in the least. we may not have much money, but we have tons of options where getting money is concerned. um . . hello?? loans?! DUH! that's a big one right there. so i ended up having a 2 hour long heart attack for nothing thanks to them. and now i don't feel confident in staying at vcu at all. im scared that any day now my parents are gonna be like,"oh wait . . we might hafta even cut this semester even shorter for you."
i mean even though it's most likely i'll be able to stay there, i just *don't* feel secure in that idea at all. my parents don't make me feel confident in anything, especially myself. and i hate that.
so on top of that, my mom goes and flies off the handle this evening bc she doesn't think we can afford our new cat aka shots, spaying, the whole thing. it's a *living creature* for christ's sake! and i dunno bout you guys but i treat my pets as if they were my own children. this cat came to our doorstep *skin and bone* asking to be taken care of! give up the fucking satellite tv if you wanna save money! damn woman! nobody else in the family wants to give mia up. so there is *no* way she's gonna win this one. and out of all of us, my dad likes her the most and my dad really doesn't have much that he can enjoy to himself here. i mean if i were my mom, even if money was tight, i would keep the cat for the sake of dad's happiness. jesus.
other than my sister kate visiting and christmas day, all this break has been so far is just one bad trip!
thank god im leaving for elon with erin in a coupla days and then helloooo richmond!
they blew the lid the other day and told me they may not be able to afford my sophomore year of college, when telling me that wasn't necessary in the least. we may not have much money, but we have tons of options where getting money is concerned. um . . hello?? loans?! DUH! that's a big one right there. so i ended up having a 2 hour long heart attack for nothing thanks to them. and now i don't feel confident in staying at vcu at all. im scared that any day now my parents are gonna be like,"oh wait . . we might hafta even cut this semester even shorter for you."
i mean even though it's most likely i'll be able to stay there, i just *don't* feel secure in that idea at all. my parents don't make me feel confident in anything, especially myself. and i hate that.
so on top of that, my mom goes and flies off the handle this evening bc she doesn't think we can afford our new cat aka shots, spaying, the whole thing. it's a *living creature* for christ's sake! and i dunno bout you guys but i treat my pets as if they were my own children. this cat came to our doorstep *skin and bone* asking to be taken care of! give up the fucking satellite tv if you wanna save money! damn woman! nobody else in the family wants to give mia up. so there is *no* way she's gonna win this one. and out of all of us, my dad likes her the most and my dad really doesn't have much that he can enjoy to himself here. i mean if i were my mom, even if money was tight, i would keep the cat for the sake of dad's happiness. jesus.
other than my sister kate visiting and christmas day, all this break has been so far is just one bad trip!
thank god im leaving for elon with erin in a coupla days and then helloooo richmond!