Jul 02, 2006 09:03
This is me being a rollercoaster of emotion.
Everything around me is so damn inconstant. It has led me to appreciate the importance of family. They are the fucking rock in the middle of the Charybdis. So that is pleasant.
I have been house/dog-sitting for the past week and I can't say that I am at all for it. The dog hates me because I have to put medicine in her ear and then I leave to go to work and don't come back because I hate being alone in the damnable house. I think she is plotting my downfall and I think I am okay with that? But being here all on my lonesome has been very draining. I am a veritable sleeping machine. (slash love machine, mind you) I really wasn't cut out for this living alone ness and am suffering withdrawals without my ladies.
I watched this movie with from 1948 ish called the Heiress last night with my mom. We started watching it thinking it was so beautiful because this plain looking girl is so sad and homely at a party and then this stud comes and is amazing. Montgomery Clift you steal my heart. He keeps calling on her each day the next week and blah blah blah... so my mom and figure it is too good to be true and have no self-control, so we looked at the movie info and the description is something to the effect of "Fortune hunter seduces plain heiress in 19th century new york." I was so upset. We finished said piece of shit movie and when I was driving back to the pit of hell that is my temporary shelter the first song to play was Modern Romance by the Yeah Yeah Yeahs. Did I almost drive off the road? Mayyyybe.
Other than this boring I-Am-Such-A-Freaking-Depressing-Loser shenanigans there is this... My dad is picking me up and we are going to Costco in T-Minus 42 minutes. I love me some Costco shopping.
Emily I miss you terribly and am so glad things are happy in france! and i am totally jealous about the modern art museum. i hope you stole lots of priceless works of art.
Heather, I miss you too and I think it is a real shame that we have nothing to account for our seeing each other this whole week. I need some serious loving.
Love me