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i am happy.
tonight i was honest. i opened up. i shared my deep secrets. and the person didn't run screaming or anything. they simply smiled and said "it's okay". and the funny thing was, that it really was okay. everything was okay. i was so bent out of shape about this thing, and it didn't even matter. except for to me. i was the one giving it value and credence and such when it was really all okay.
i think i may have made peace with some of my biggest demons tonight. not to say that there are not more that still want to do battle, but this one is out of the way at least for now. and i am breathing deeply, sighs of relief.
because it's okay.
tonight i was honest. i opened up. i shared my deep secrets. and the person didn't run screaming or anything. they simply smiled and said "it's okay". and the funny thing was, that it really was okay. everything was okay. i was so bent out of shape about this thing, and it didn't even matter. except for to me. i was the one giving it value and credence and such when it was really all okay.
i think i may have made peace with some of my biggest demons tonight. not to say that there are not more that still want to do battle, but this one is out of the way at least for now. and i am breathing deeply, sighs of relief.
because it's okay.