Quasi is a far more optimistic person than I...
Quasi, I share too much and you don't share enough...talk to us, man, it's what we're here for :)
Journeyed to Fredonia last night. Hung out with Kim for the most part and had a blast. I was going to stay for two days...but being there just reminds me of everything that happened there. That, and the girls are pretty much living the same life they were four years ago, where as I am living something almost entirely unlike the life i had when I went there. Nevertheless: had lots of fun last night. Saw my old roommate, Megan, and still don't like her. Saw my friend Katie from elementary school, we were both drunk, it was jolly good. I think a boy from the black horse team tried to talk to me, and i didn't remember who he was and awkwardly walked away...hope I didn't offened him, but i was quite drunk. SAW CHARLIE! Old Main isn't what it used to be, but Heenans is. Went to Sunnys, chasing Sarah who was drunkenly chasing her professor. quite funny.
Potentially did some damage in regards to a situation that I, when sober, consider dead. Didn't say what I did to Whitesnake to be a douchebag, just...wanted her to know what i was keeping from her. And also wanted her to know that I didn't doubt her. I know the Whitesnake didnt lie to me. That both comforts me, and simultaneously really bums me the hell out. But all I ever wanted was the truth of the situation, and I feel like, finally, after like six months, i've got it. Part of me feels that this whole shenaniganery could've been avoided...but in lieu of what it's taught me...i think i'm glad i've expirienced it. It was a darker life lesson to learn, and at first glance its a heavy cost to pay...but it isn't really. I get now how lucky I am to have the circle I do, the people I do. We bicker and we argue...but we'd never hurt one another and we always defened each other to the teeth.
Its kind of ironic, but Mallorie has been my champion lately [Rich my self-appointed defender lol]. I dont think I ever stopped and took stock in what a good friend Mallorie was becoming to me. She's right: we are very similar people, with very similar outlooks on the way the world works, and the ways it falls apart.
I miss two times in my life right now:
1. This time four years ago, when I was getting ready to leave Fredonia and things were looking up
2. This time three years ago. When Whitay and I were the diabolical duo, when I spent my days with her and Lindsay and Chas and Amanda.
I wonder if a few years from now I'd be like "I really miss march of 09...that was a good time." I hope not, because that'd make my life inifinitely suckier lol... such is life. There's no point in being angry, theres no point in wishing and theres no point in regretting, because none of those things will change anything that's happened.
I live fast. :]
Journeyed to Fredonia last night. Hung out with Kim for the most part and had a blast. I was going to stay for two days...but being there just reminds me of everything that happened there. That, and the girls are pretty much living the same life they were four years ago, where as I am living something almost entirely unlike the life i had when I went there. Nevertheless: had lots of fun last night. Saw my old roommate, Megan, and still don't like her. Saw my friend Katie from elementary school, we were both drunk, it was jolly good. I think a boy from the black horse team tried to talk to me, and i didn't remember who he was and awkwardly walked away...hope I didn't offened him, but i was quite drunk. SAW CHARLIE! Old Main isn't what it used to be, but Heenans is. Went to Sunnys, chasing Sarah who was drunkenly chasing her professor. quite funny.
Potentially did some damage in regards to a situation that I, when sober, consider dead. Didn't say what I did to Whitesnake to be a douchebag, just...wanted her to know what i was keeping from her. And also wanted her to know that I didn't doubt her. I know the Whitesnake didnt lie to me. That both comforts me, and simultaneously really bums me the hell out. But all I ever wanted was the truth of the situation, and I feel like, finally, after like six months, i've got it. Part of me feels that this whole shenaniganery could've been avoided...but in lieu of what it's taught me...i think i'm glad i've expirienced it. It was a darker life lesson to learn, and at first glance its a heavy cost to pay...but it isn't really. I get now how lucky I am to have the circle I do, the people I do. We bicker and we argue...but we'd never hurt one another and we always defened each other to the teeth.
Its kind of ironic, but Mallorie has been my champion lately [Rich my self-appointed defender lol]. I dont think I ever stopped and took stock in what a good friend Mallorie was becoming to me. She's right: we are very similar people, with very similar outlooks on the way the world works, and the ways it falls apart.
I miss two times in my life right now:
1. This time four years ago, when I was getting ready to leave Fredonia and things were looking up
2. This time three years ago. When Whitay and I were the diabolical duo, when I spent my days with her and Lindsay and Chas and Amanda.
I wonder if a few years from now I'd be like "I really miss march of 09...that was a good time." I hope not, because that'd make my life inifinitely suckier lol... such is life. There's no point in being angry, theres no point in wishing and theres no point in regretting, because none of those things will change anything that's happened.
I live fast. :]