And as per usual
Yesterday I felt great and today I feel like shit. I don't even know why. I think that maybe it's because:
However, to look on the bright side:
Dunno...Im looking for something and Im not quite sure what it is.
- I have two tests tomorrow that I am completely unprepared for, and though I intended to study fairly diligently for Anthropology, I dont know that no matter how hard I study for sociology Im going to fail. (hopefully I'll be able to take it pass/fail, I'll find that out tomorrow)
- All my friends from school are going home for the week because next week is Spring Break (or going somewhere else, mostly Florida) except only a few, but the ones I'm closest with will not be here =(
- I've resigned myself to the fact that I do want to be with someone, but that it probably won't happen for several reasons that I won't get into here.
- I say the wrong things at the wrong time.
- I do the wrong things at the wrong time.
However, to look on the bright side:
- If I take the class pass/fail it won't hurt my GPA or even show up on my record that I took it.
- Perhaps Laura Y and everyone going away/ to Florida will leave me the week to hang out with Laura, Whit-ay and other people that I've been meaning to spend some outside-clubs/ Rugby time getting to know
- Knowing those two things will let me look past all my rediculouslness when making new friends
- I do say/do the wrong things at the wrong time...but sometimes I get lucky and charm the right people into thinking Im worth befriending
Dunno...Im looking for something and Im not quite sure what it is.