Love is not a feeling, it's an ability...
Everyone assumes love is that feeling of sparks and what not.... That's not what it is... Because when you wake up to your husband or wife in the mornings somedays you'll think, God what am I doing with this person, then other days you'll be like, he is so amazing, don't have your basis for love as it being that butterfly in your stomach feeling because if you based it on that, then later down the line your marriage will fail because you "fell out of love" I don't know if that makes sense or not, it does to me, and that's all that really matters I suppose...
I've been thinking alot lately and I don't like where my life is at this point in time, spiritually, physically it's ok, but I don't pray often when I know I should, and I just seem to impatient when it comes to asking God for things such as money, life, my future wife lol... I just want these things to be shown to be now and I know that's not how it works, I just need to let go of everything and put it in His hands, I just have a hard time letting it go, I want to be able to do everything my way when I know it's something that can't be done alone... A guy from our church is very spiritual and is always praying and stuff, and one time he was fixing his car and he didn't ask God for help, and he just could not do it, then finally he gave in and prayed for guidance on how to fix the broken piece, and it's like... God showed him, and that's how I need to be with everything, if I need help getting courage or strength to tell someone something, I should pray about it, if I need help getting my dad to come to church, I should pray about it... I feel like I'm not living the complete and full life I could be living, and there are times where I slip and I don't like that, no one is perfect and they never will be, I just need to rely on God, and not myself to get me through life... and it's 3 in the morning, I need sleep for church later today.... Adios!
I've been thinking alot lately and I don't like where my life is at this point in time, spiritually, physically it's ok, but I don't pray often when I know I should, and I just seem to impatient when it comes to asking God for things such as money, life, my future wife lol... I just want these things to be shown to be now and I know that's not how it works, I just need to let go of everything and put it in His hands, I just have a hard time letting it go, I want to be able to do everything my way when I know it's something that can't be done alone... A guy from our church is very spiritual and is always praying and stuff, and one time he was fixing his car and he didn't ask God for help, and he just could not do it, then finally he gave in and prayed for guidance on how to fix the broken piece, and it's like... God showed him, and that's how I need to be with everything, if I need help getting courage or strength to tell someone something, I should pray about it, if I need help getting my dad to come to church, I should pray about it... I feel like I'm not living the complete and full life I could be living, and there are times where I slip and I don't like that, no one is perfect and they never will be, I just need to rely on God, and not myself to get me through life... and it's 3 in the morning, I need sleep for church later today.... Adios!