I don't know anymore.
In case you don't know, I'm in love with my friend Brad. For the past year, he's been playing love games with me. I'm gettnig sick and tired of it. I don't now if I should block him or not. I wrote a poem about him. It is just so annoying that everytime he's single, hes tellig me that we would get another chance. But then, he's telling me that the next week or so, he's got a girlfriend and he's in love with her. I don't think they'll last, because a lot of his past girlfriends are 'the one' and trust me, tehre's more than one. So anyway, heres the poem:
I Love You
I love you
Dont you see that?
You are my world...my everything.
You make me feel alive
As if I have a reason to be living.
All becuase of you.
I love you, Brad.
My tears are for you
My scars are for you
But, I'm not for you
She is.
You just don't see how happy you make me
Then again, how sad you make me.
You're blind.
I don't mind, I still love you.
I love you
You dont' get it.
But tehn again,
You never got anything that I've told you.
So yeah. I know its bad, but hey, whatever. I think I should block him, and then make a little memory box and dedicate it to him. No, that'd hurt me too much. I've changed for him. I had my chance with him last year, for about 2 months, but I don't even count that. He told me that he was desparate in a fight that we had a while ago. I am so miserable right now. I don't know what to do.