only 3 weeks left, only 3 weeks left, only 3 weeks left....
I nearly cried yesterday when I realized I have 3 weeks left of this crazy schedule! I'm used to it, but it's just killing me! But on the other hand, I only have 3 weeks left and then I can have my life back! And I CANNOT wait for that! I can actually get sleep! And working all day and being at class all night and trying to fit time in to spend with Kevin is hard! We either don't see eachother, or if we can, it's at 1030 pm, and I don't want to only see him for 30 minutes and then go home, so we tend to stay out until 1-3 am ish, but then I have to get home and sleep and be up in the am for work! And I don't like being at class that tired because I'm either going to miss something, or if we're with the residents, I'm afraid I'm going to do something that will cause damage to the person!
I guess this is our first rough patch... but we're handling it pretty well I think.... I told him last night that next Saturday, he's staying awake after work and coming in to the bar to spend time with me! And it's just perfect timing that the week he's on his vacation, is the week I'm in class for the entire week! And I was looking forward to spending time this weekend with him, but he's going to WI right now to go fishing and just get away from everything. Of all people, I know I should understand his need to get away, but dammit, I'm selfish, and want him here with me! Ok, I feel better now that I got that out. I'm trying not to be too selfish and self centered with him, but sometimes I just can't help it! Dammit!
On the other hand... this means I can catch up on sleep this weekend.... I'm off to my CPR call in about an hour, and I am not looking forward to 6 hours of this shit! Most CPR classes are only around 2 hours, tops! But since we are in the medical field, they think we should learn a lot more.... not like anyone would let a CNA run a code... and if they did, that's not the place I want treating me!
Goody. I'm so excited.
You know what I want? I want a big ass bowl of cereal, with fruit, snuggled up with Kevin on the couch, and the TV on. No talking, just watching the pretty dancing lights from the boob tube. That's seriously all I want... maybe a sammich too, but just to veg. I haven't seen Kristin or Billy in over a week! And I live with them!! It's just getting ridiculous...
I guess this is our first rough patch... but we're handling it pretty well I think.... I told him last night that next Saturday, he's staying awake after work and coming in to the bar to spend time with me! And it's just perfect timing that the week he's on his vacation, is the week I'm in class for the entire week! And I was looking forward to spending time this weekend with him, but he's going to WI right now to go fishing and just get away from everything. Of all people, I know I should understand his need to get away, but dammit, I'm selfish, and want him here with me! Ok, I feel better now that I got that out. I'm trying not to be too selfish and self centered with him, but sometimes I just can't help it! Dammit!
On the other hand... this means I can catch up on sleep this weekend.... I'm off to my CPR call in about an hour, and I am not looking forward to 6 hours of this shit! Most CPR classes are only around 2 hours, tops! But since we are in the medical field, they think we should learn a lot more.... not like anyone would let a CNA run a code... and if they did, that's not the place I want treating me!
Goody. I'm so excited.
You know what I want? I want a big ass bowl of cereal, with fruit, snuggled up with Kevin on the couch, and the TV on. No talking, just watching the pretty dancing lights from the boob tube. That's seriously all I want... maybe a sammich too, but just to veg. I haven't seen Kristin or Billy in over a week! And I live with them!! It's just getting ridiculous...