"no matter how it ends, no matter how it starts"
With each night i think i am getting more ok with how i will be leaving things here. I wanted this semester to be a tieing up of loose ends, and i am surprisingly content with how that has been working. I have no idea how tonight was not awkward, but it really wasn't. For as much as i still wish a lot of the last four years had played out differently, I think that the way it is ending is optimal. :D
I am surprisingly content right now.