Finally Jarrett.....finally...
New revelation...
This is MY life...
Never should I let another interfere with my emotions, nor should I care or had let them have such control (though in essence it is my own fault) I am my own person perfectly made this way by God Himself. I am perfect in all my imperfections, and imperfections I have.
nevertheless...
Never again will I let one person effect me the way they did. Not only is it unecessary but a bad means of choosing how to manage my time. I was so entangled in a net of emotion, that I threw myself into... I was trapped, and I made no time for anything else... The things I like to do... WITHOUT thinking about her.
I prayed, and prayed, and prayed... I think only through prayer am I over this, and I won't lie to you.. I'm happier than I have ever been with out this extra baggage.. It's lovely...
...I'm free...