A true test
Wow ok... here we go...
Sunday me and my mom drove down to Panama City for Shelbi's softball tournment, when we got there we checked into are motel, Super motel 8 that crappy, but it was a place to sleep and it was cheap! Then we drove around checking out are old house and stuff just driving around Lynn Haven the city right next to Panama. Then we went and got shelbi and kimmy and then we went to miracle strip!! this awesome amusement park that is closing this year... tear... but... it was awesome... expect this one part... this guy walked by and she looked at him and giggled because he was wearing no shirt... but rather then that the night was great best night ever!!
Then we went back to are different motel's and I couldnt get that one bad part out of my head!! I mean she says famous people are hot but thats ok, shelbi you are the most beautiful thing in the world but i dont think your a famous person's type sorry, But that guy you looked you giggled... you normally do that for me.. and when you did it at him I kind of just AH! Its hard to explain...
OK i finally fell asleep that night, the next day me and my mommy went to the beach at St. Andrews and it was all seaweeded like really seaweeded but if you went deep enough out it cleared up. So we both went out there and kind of just floated for a little while. All that time i was thinking, and when im like that its not good when i think, Then we got out and went to shelbi's game. They lost that one and now when i talk to her on the phone they havent lost since i left. Then though we went to shelbi's beach with kimmy again... she is very funny, and i was doing everything i could to get that stupid part from that night out of my head, but it seemed like i couldnt so i held shelbi really tight because i knew when i came back home things wouldnt be very good.
Now here were it goes down hill, me and my mom went out to dinner and then came back to shelbi's place and me and shelbi got some alone time so we went down to the beach to talk and be alone. Then i started thinging if she did that why i was there what is she going to do when im gone. So my mind went crazy and instead of actually talking about it, i was kind of an ass thinking back to it. I still kind of think i have the rght to have been.
Then the next morning me and my mom left and i came home and put this away message up... "Do you know when a spiral starts it starts real big and slow goes faster and faster and then you drop.. the question is do i want to drop?" or something like that, and shelbi read it and got really mad at me but she had to right to be... and she left me this message "If you want to break up with me then do it i cant stand not knowing" I almost broke down when i read that i mean i was pissed at her yes, but i love shelbi, nothing will ever change that and i will never want to break up with her.
So she called me and we fought for a little bit then we fought online for awhile then she had to go to her game. I felt really bad by then and i didnt want to lose shelbi and i was listening to music and i came across this song... and here is the lyrics, and sent her like 7 or 8 text messages saying im sorry and every single word of this song.... Alright
The End... I love shelbi
tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up
here we lay again
on two separate beds
riding phone lines
to hear that familiar voice
and pictures brought from memory
we reflect on miscomunication
and misunderstandings
and missing each other two
much too without you, let go
we turn our music down
and we whisper
say what your thinking right now
tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up
jumping to conclusions
made me fall away from you
i'm so glad that the truth
has brought back together me and you
we're sitting on the ground
and we whisper
say what your thinking outloud
tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up
we turn our music down
and we whisper
we're sitting on the ground
and we whisper
we turn our music down
we're sitting on the ground
and next time i'm in town
we will kiss girl
we will kiss girl
tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont
feeling that we cant
we're not ready to give up
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up