some good news and bad

[thelifeofshell]

yes i realize it isnt even 6 in the morning yet. that is the bad news. i was prescribed ambien to sleep through teh night when i was extremly depressed and couldnt. they only prescribe it for 30 days, i still have some but tried to sleeep without it last night. i could only sleep for like an hr at a time. yea so now i guess ill be an insomniaic for a few days till i can get it out of my system. this is hte same pill that emeniem is in the brighton drug rehab for

and now some good news besides havin trouble keeping my platlets up the chemo has done good so far after 1 round. some of my external tumors that you can see are amaller already and my leg doesnt put me in pain. hope that my counts will be good enough wends to staert chemo