The Night Before (Life Goes On)
Title: The Night Before (Life Goes On)
Author: thelethalpen
Rating: R
Spoilers: None. Slightly AU
Warnings: Sweet, virginal sex.
Summary: Quinn is leaving for Yale which means she is leaving loving, longtime boyfriend Finn behind. The night before life goes on, they spend their first night together. Also a fill for this prompt.
Life was ending or at least that how Finn Hudson was choosing to believe. He didn’t know how but twelve short weeks of Summer had just flown straight by. Standing at the end of the driveway, the last suitcase belonging to Quinn Fabray packed away in her little beat up Honda Civic, Finn was taking deep breaths as he tried to focus his mind on the positive. The last three years of his life had been some of the craziest, funniest and wildest times and the delicate face of Quinn kept popping up into his mind as the source of most of that. Three years, it seemed so long at graduation but now, with the future coming and no plans of stopping, three years was not long enough for the tall brunette. It simply was not fair.
A pair of slender pale arms wrapped around Finn's midsection from the behind, a cheek pressing into his back. "You're doing it again." Quinn mumbled, her voice muffled softly by the hold she had on the taller boy.
Finn chuckled lightly, his head dipping down as his hand covered Quinn's interlocked hands. "No I'm not." He half-heartily fought back. It was referring to the brooding that seemed to be Finn's go to demeanor in the last week. The closer to Quinn's departure date they got, the more Finn seemed to brood as well. Tonight was their last night together till Thanksgiving and although they had planned to spend it at Breadstix and then a movie, Judy had asked Finn to check Quinn's car one last time and load her belongings up. Like the good, faithful boyfriend the quarterback was, he had done just that and didn't once quip about the fact their last date night had been reduced to yet another reminder that Quinn was leaving.
Silence passed between them, Finn still staring out as the cool Ohio summer night air breezed by. A little sniff came from the blonde, clearly half muffled by Finn's shirt. Turning, Finn lifted his arm and wrapped it around Quinn's shoulders, pulling her body into his own. "Let's get out of here." He whispered, his body pulling back just slightly to find Quinn's hand. Silently, the blonde slipped her small hand into the larger, rougher one belonging to Finn and let him lead the way to his truck.
The young couple drove down the streets of Lima in almost silence, the soft hum of the radio set low filling in where words between them should. Quinn had her head turned to the window, elbow propped up as the shops blurred past them. Thee were so many things that she still wished to tell Finn, for him to know about her and their love but there was no time left now. Come morning light she would be leaving Lima for the last time to make her new home in New Haven and even if Thanksgiving and Christmas brought promise of the blonde's return, she and Finn both knew she'd never really be returning to Lima. A brief conversation erupted months ago back when Quinn first applied about Finn coming out as well but the shop needed him and although neither wanted to say it, it wasn't clear how Finn would ever fit into Quinn's college life. Occasionally the blonde would turn her head just slightly to catch a glimpse of Finn. Perhaps if someone didn't know Finn and didn't understand his heart the way Quinn did they wouldn't see the pain he was desperately trying to hide from her. Quinn said nothing, let out no sigh or whine but merely unbuckled her seat belt and scooted across the front seat. Like second nature, Finn lifted his arm to allow his girlfriend to turn and cuddle into his body before wrapping the arm around her in a firm hold.
They drove a little longer along the street until Finn turned the wheel with ease, pulling off the asphalt road to travel down a barely visible dirt road. The boy had taken this route so many times he could of navigated the truck towards the old field that was to be their destination with his eyes shut. As the road came to an end, leaving the young couple in an open field with no light but the stars shining down on them Finn put the truck into park before cutting the engine and sighed heavily. He turned his head just a little, pressing his lips down onto the top of Quinn's head, his hand stroking her arm. The two sat in the silence, just holding one another and listening to the soft and steady breathing for a few minutes as if they were trying to stop time and hold onto a few moments for themselves.
"I'll get the blankets for the bed." Finn whispered, kissing Quinn's head once more. The blonde nodded and reluctantly pulled away from the boy, sliding back to the passenger side to climb out. Her feet hit the ground as she took in a deep breath, smelling the clean air that surrounded the farm. The piece of land was privately owned but no one in town could remember who the owners were exactly and over time it had become a go to spot for most couples who hadn't lost themselves to the grim fate most people in Lima faced. As Quinn wandered around to the tailgate, catching Finn spreading the blankets out in the bed of his old Chevy, a little smile came to her lips as she thought of their first journey out her. Finn had his license for all of two hours before he had her in the truck that was once his father's and driving her around town. The goofy boy had pretended to get lost, swerving the truck onto the old dirt road and drove straight into the middle of the farm, bringing Quinn to this very spot just three years ago on one of their first dates. He had given her a first real kiss that night, not a peck like the boys had been doing since seventh grade but wrapped his strong arms around her, held her tight and kissed her so lovingly, real and tenderly.
"Come here babe." Finn called out as he stood on the tailgate, his hand extended down to Quinn. Although he had interrupted her reminiscing, the girl could hardly hold it against the boy seeing the way he still smiled at her. With such ease, Finn lifted Quinn up into the truck and followed her over to the makeshift bed he had created with the blankets. The taller man lay down first, Quinn curling up into his side with her head resting on his chest again. Shutting her eyes tightly, Quinn let out a shaky exhale before pressing her ear to Finn's chest. The soft and subtle thumping beat of Finn's heart soothed Quinn, his hand holding onto her shoulder. Three years in the making for this moment, this finally night before they had to say goodbye to each other and hello to the future.
Twisting her body, Quinn turned and faced Finn, her eyes threatening with tears again as they watered slightly. Bringing his hand to her cheek, Finn bit down on his own lip as his thumb stroked her cheekbone. Unsure of what to say, the young man did the only thing he could think to do in order to comfort her and leaned down, pushing his lips against hers. Quinn responded quickly, her fingers gripping onto the boy's shirt as her lips pushed back into Finn's. They continued their kiss, tongues rolling into one another as heavy moans passed between their mouths until the need for oxygen was more great than the need to kiss. Quinn pulled her lips back, shallow gasps falling from her as she tried to focus her mind again.
"Make love to me." She whispered suddenly, her eyes lifting from Finn's swollen lips to greet his deep brown eyes. The surprise was written there on Finn's face as he tried to understand Quinn's words.
The decision to not have sex was not an easy one the couple arrived at with just one quick talk. Quinn had her beliefs and insecurities and Finn felt he had other short comings in that department and feared he'd never be able to satisfy Quinn like a real man would. They had fooled around with oral sex a few times, a handjob here and there, a little fingering when the mood - well the hormones - were right but never once had they talked about having sex since their junior year. Quinn had a strong desire to be a virgin on her wedding night and Finn wanted to be the groom more than he could explain. It was a simple, unspoken agreement that they would wait and that wait would be worth it.
"Quinn..." Finn sighed, his hand brushing her blonde hair behind her ear. His eyes were locked on hers as he attempted to figure out the motivation behind the sudden change of heart. "You don't have to do this because you're leaving. We've wait for three, four more won't make a difference at this point."
Quinn laughed softly as she sat up, pulling Finn with her. Her cool palms gripped the side of his face, keeping his attention and focus on her even though she had no competition for it. Finn, her sweet and kind Finn was still trying now to defend her virtue. The mere fact his first response had been to object to sex only confirmed that this was the right move.
"Yes we do."
"No we don't ha-"
"Shhh." Quinn said, silencing Finn with a finger upon his lips. When his shoulders shrugged in a little bit of defeat, the blonde continued. "Yes, we do. Tomorrow our lives change and we don't have control of the future or what's to come. All I know is that tomorrow I have to say goodbye to you and I don't want too. I've been saying for three years that my wedding night would be the perfect night but it's not Finn. This is the perfect night. I want you to give you the most precious thing I have and I want to give it to you tonight. And a little selfishly, I want the most special part of you to get me through the next few months."
Swallowing hard, it was Finn's eyes who brimmed with tears at Quinn's words. He had no speech prepared, no words that could compare to what she had just uttered to him. Leaning forward, Finn pressed his lips firmly back into Quinn's, a hunger and a passion that he always kept in check coming undone. The blonde's hands gripped at the side of his neck, pulling his down as she leaned back. Finn's hand was there behind her, cradling her head as it hit the blankets.
He shifted carefully, his feet kicking his shoes off as his body slide on top of her's, settling between her legs. Their kisses were becoming more needy, a little sloppier but still laced with the passion and love the two shared. They broke apart at the same time, Finn sitting back and Quinn up as her hands grasped the hem of his tee shirt and pulled it off of his body, discarding it quickly. Finn surged forward, capturing Quinn in another heated kiss before he peeled the shirt from her body. His fingers fumbled with the bra clasp, shaking until the long and skilled fingers belong to Quinn undid it for him and the lace covering her fell from her body.
Finn swallowed hard as he blinked a few times, taking in the glorious sight of Quinn. His jeans constricted as a not so subtle bulge grew in his pants. Quickly, Finn's hands were back fumbling with the button on her jeans, managing to get it undone finally and he began tugging at the legs, pulling the jeans off as Quinn slipped out of her underwear. Finn took another deep breath as he stared at the blonde's naked body for the first time. "You're beautiful..." He whispered, his eyes roaming over every inch of flesh on the blonde before meeting her eyes again. There was a flushed pink tinting her cheeks now, making Finn grin widely. Setting off to work on his own jeans, he had the pants and boxers off quickly, his full eight and a half inch erection coming free from the coverings holding it back.
The night was chillier than most for Ohio Summer but it meant little as both Quinn and Finn's body raged with heat. With shaky, uneven breaths, Finn moved closer to Quinn, hovering over her and already could feel the heat radiating off her body. "Are you sure?" He whispered again, his eyes narrowing as he looked down into the lighter hazel orbs. Quinn nodded but snaked her hand to the back of his neck, pulling his head down to another kiss. Finn's body responded, his lips pressing back into hers as his body trembled above her owns. With a sharp intake of air, Finn pulled back and pried his eyes open again. "Co-condom?" He questioned, knowing that Burt had snuck one in his wallet just in case.
Quinn shook her head, her hand coming round to stroke Finn's cheek. "No. I want to be able to really feel you." She murmured, knowing he'd understand. It was a slightly stupid choice, they both knew it but a condom was surely ruin the situation and if something did happen, if they ended up pregnant, Finn would have nothing more important than his child to tie him to Lima. Licking his lips, Finn nodded and quickly stole another kiss from Quinn.
Swallowing hard, Quinn took one last deep breath and spread her legs a little wider. Finn shifted his body down and grabbed himself at his base. Glancing down, not truly wanting to take his eyes from Quinn, Finn positioned himself as the best angle he could. Slowly he lowered his hips, the head of his cock slipping between Quinn's wet folds, coating him with her slickness. He found the small and tight hole and pressed down a little, feeling a sliver of himself press inside of Quinn. The blonde shut her eyes and kept her legs relaxed, the slight pressure just a little uncomfortable. "Don't stop." Quinn encouraged, her hand slipping to Finn's shoulder, holding onto him.
With another breath, Finn pushed his hips down again, his head slipping fully inside Quinn's hole quickly, the wetness aiding him greatly. Quinn let out a gasp, her legs clenching for just a moment until she forced herself to relax again. While Finn's fingers had been inside her on a few occasions, they were nothing compared his large member. She had been expecting it to hurt but Finn was being so delicate and gentle, allowing her time to adjust to the pressure inside of him it was making a little more bearable and easier. "Keep going." She whispered, her eyes still shut tight. Finn pushed down again, stretching Quinn's walls until he was meet with a sudden resistance. A part of him wanted to stop and retreat but his body wanted her more and Finn knew that Quinn wanted this as well. With a slightly rough push, Finn broke through Quinn's hymen.
"Oh!" She cried out, her fingernails digging hard into Finn's shoulder blade. The pressure of Finn inside of her was resulting in pain and her muscles tightened.
"Shush, shush baby." Finn cooed, trying to soothe Quinn as his cock gave a few throbs, the blood rushing around as the tightness of Quinn was constricting right around him. "Look at me, hey look at me." He urged.
Quinn forced her eyes open, water brimming at the edge as the pain was at the forefront of her mind and body. Her nails didn't lighten up on Finn at all, her grip still tight as she gazed into the brown eyes above her. The reassurance of Finn's gentle face cause Quinn to relax again.
"It's okay, it's okay." He told her in a gentle whisper, "It's okay." His hips pushed down again, slipping farther the tight space. The first moan escaped from Quinn as she felt Finn's cock rubbing against her walls, sending little shivers of pleasure to mix with the pain. Encouraged by the sound, Finn pushed down again, this time managing to slide himself completely in Quinn. Her walls were so tight around Finn's pulsing cock, he shut his eyes for a moment and let the feeling of warmth was over him.
Slowly, Finn began to rock into Quinn, the moans and groans from both of them mixing together. She was tight but the hardest part was done and now came what the pair had long been awaiting. At a slow, steady pace, Finn lifted his hips, gliding in and out of Quinn, meeting momentary resistance here and there. Quinn had shut her eyes again, her own center aching as Finn's hard member brushed along her walls, massaging her from the inside without even realizing his. Each time he rocked in, he slipped a little deeper in her and a loud moan echoed from Quinn's throat.
It was nothing wild, rough, fast or crazy but instead slow, sweet gentle sex, the two of them becoming familiar with the other's body and the new feelings new erupting in them. Quinn finally wrapped her legs around him, causing him to slide a little deeper and allowed him to brush just the tip of his cock against a certain spot in her body. "Oh God." She moaned, her breathing so heavy and laced with desire. Finn's own pants were mixing in her with hers, his cock pulsing and throbbing as her soft walls kept constricting around him with each thrust.
"Fi-Finn please...I'm so...close." Quinn moaned, her arms wrapping around Finn to keep his body close as her body was building up in anticipation to this great relief. His thrusts became a little faster, causing more moans and Quinn could feel her body to start to shake. She was unsure of what was washing over her that moment, her legs trembling as her center tingled in an indescribable pleasure. Finn could feel Quinn shaking from inside her and suddenly his body stopped, his cock gave sudden throbs and jerks and soon Quinn's center was that much warmer as Finn began to drip, coming inside of her. The cried out together in ecstasy, holding one another as waves of the orgasm rushed over them.
It took a few minutes for the couple to calm down and as their body temperatures decreased, the air began to chill their bodies. Quinn had still not opened her eyes but her face screamed of relief and pleasure that Finn didn't mind. Slowly pulling out of Quinn, his own seed mixed with the blonde's slickness dripping from him, he smiled to himself and leaned over, grabbing a blanket to wrap around them. Quinn returned to her senses and her hazel eyes popped open while a lazy smile danced on her lips. Rolling onto her side to face Finn, Quinn leaned forward and pulled him into a sweet kiss. The remained like that for a few moments, kissing each other happily until Finn pulled back, pressing his forehead to hers.
"I love you." He whispered, his hand coming up to cover her cheek.
"I love you." She replied, rubbing her nose against his.
Even though in just a few short hours, Quinn would be leaving Lima behind, Finn knew now that the blonde would never be leaving him as he now held the most treasured piece of her. It was their perfect night.
***************************************************************************
It had been one week, one very long and painful week since Quinn had left Lima. Despite being able to skype with her each night, Finn was truly longing for the blonde. He was doing great as masking his miserable when they spoke though, always having a bright face as she introduced him to her roommate and floor mates, showing him around her little room. The excitement she had about being at Yale was almost enough to make all the misery Finn felt disappear. Still, in the moments when Quinn was off in class and Finn was working the front desk at Hummel Tires and Lube, it was clear that he wasn't as happy as he seemed.
"You know they got auto shops in New Haven right?" Burt said loudly, pulling Finn's attention from the empty space he was staring into.
"What?" He replied, looking at his step-father with confusion.
"New Haven? They got auto shops too. You've got a natural instinct with cars, it wouldn't be too hard to get a spot as a mechanic at one." Burt said again, never taking his eyes off his clipboard as he walked near the front desk.
"I don't understand." Finn said slowly, his brow knit so tightly in confusion it was beginning to make his eyes hurt.
With a heavy sigh, Burt tossed the clipboard down and looked at the young man. "I'm saying me and your mom are sick of seeing you in this weird twisted agony you're in over Quinn. Look, I thought this long and hard and your mom agrees with me. We didn't have to spend a penny on you for college cause you didn't want to go. That money we'd be giving to your first semester at OSU, we want you to have it to move to New Haven."
Finn opened his mouth to quickly respond, to remind Burt of the responsibilities that Lima had when the older man cut his off, shaking his head. "Save it. I can find anyone to man the front desk. Kurt's off in New York and me and your mom will be just fine. Book your plane ticket and get the hell out of here Finn."
It was impossible to argue with that logic, with how set Burt was so all Finn could do was hug him, thank him, and quickly set off to book his plane ticket. He knew Quinn would yell at him for not thinking this out more or getting a place to live first but Finn didn't care. He simply needed to be back around Quinn once more.
**************************************************************************
The following day Finn was navigating himself around the Yale campus, looking for the freshman dorms with a stupid grin on his face. He knew that Quinn would just be getting down with her classes for the day and heading back to her room and all he needed to do now was find the building. It took a few more minutes of wandering the wrong way before someone finally pointed him in the right direction. The nerves were higher in him than ever before as he waited patiently outside of her building, pacing around as person after person filed into the building. Taking a deep breath, Finn turned around and stared at the old brick dorm, thinking how Quinn's pictures hadn't done it justice.
"Finn?" Came the call from a soft little voice that always managed to make his heart race. Turning around, the grin reached across his face as he stared at the blonde who seemed frozen. Despite only a week passing, Finn felt in that moment 100 years had passed since he saw Quinn.
"Surprise." He said with a laugh, holding his arms out as if to signal that he was real. Quinn broke into a run suddenly and jumped into Finn's arms, her arms wrapped around his neck as he leaned down, inhaling his perfect scene. The young man chuckled again but kept his arms around her body, holding her to him.
"What are you doing here?" Quinn questioned breathlessly, the warmth of the on her face radiating off of her.
"I'm here for you. My mom and Burt told me to stop being miserable. Look, I know this is crazy and you probably want to yell at me but Quinn after our night together, I can't go months without you and only have four days at Thanksgiving to look forward too. I want you every day for the rest of my life." He told her firmly, his hand cupping her cheek gently.
"You moved her because I gave you sex?" She playfully questioned with a giggle.
"Well you know it's not nice to make a guy wait months for round two. I had little options left." He teased back.
Shaking her head, Quinn rolled her eyes and leaned up on her tiptoes, pressing a forceful kiss to Finn's lips. He was crazy and if she had half a mind she would have sent him home but to have Finn in her arms once again, well that wasn't something Quinn was every going to give up again.
Author: thelethalpen
Rating: R
Spoilers: None. Slightly AU
Warnings: Sweet, virginal sex.
Summary: Quinn is leaving for Yale which means she is leaving loving, longtime boyfriend Finn behind. The night before life goes on, they spend their first night together. Also a fill for this prompt.
Life was ending or at least that how Finn Hudson was choosing to believe. He didn’t know how but twelve short weeks of Summer had just flown straight by. Standing at the end of the driveway, the last suitcase belonging to Quinn Fabray packed away in her little beat up Honda Civic, Finn was taking deep breaths as he tried to focus his mind on the positive. The last three years of his life had been some of the craziest, funniest and wildest times and the delicate face of Quinn kept popping up into his mind as the source of most of that. Three years, it seemed so long at graduation but now, with the future coming and no plans of stopping, three years was not long enough for the tall brunette. It simply was not fair.
A pair of slender pale arms wrapped around Finn's midsection from the behind, a cheek pressing into his back. "You're doing it again." Quinn mumbled, her voice muffled softly by the hold she had on the taller boy.
Finn chuckled lightly, his head dipping down as his hand covered Quinn's interlocked hands. "No I'm not." He half-heartily fought back. It was referring to the brooding that seemed to be Finn's go to demeanor in the last week. The closer to Quinn's departure date they got, the more Finn seemed to brood as well. Tonight was their last night together till Thanksgiving and although they had planned to spend it at Breadstix and then a movie, Judy had asked Finn to check Quinn's car one last time and load her belongings up. Like the good, faithful boyfriend the quarterback was, he had done just that and didn't once quip about the fact their last date night had been reduced to yet another reminder that Quinn was leaving.
Silence passed between them, Finn still staring out as the cool Ohio summer night air breezed by. A little sniff came from the blonde, clearly half muffled by Finn's shirt. Turning, Finn lifted his arm and wrapped it around Quinn's shoulders, pulling her body into his own. "Let's get out of here." He whispered, his body pulling back just slightly to find Quinn's hand. Silently, the blonde slipped her small hand into the larger, rougher one belonging to Finn and let him lead the way to his truck.
The young couple drove down the streets of Lima in almost silence, the soft hum of the radio set low filling in where words between them should. Quinn had her head turned to the window, elbow propped up as the shops blurred past them. Thee were so many things that she still wished to tell Finn, for him to know about her and their love but there was no time left now. Come morning light she would be leaving Lima for the last time to make her new home in New Haven and even if Thanksgiving and Christmas brought promise of the blonde's return, she and Finn both knew she'd never really be returning to Lima. A brief conversation erupted months ago back when Quinn first applied about Finn coming out as well but the shop needed him and although neither wanted to say it, it wasn't clear how Finn would ever fit into Quinn's college life. Occasionally the blonde would turn her head just slightly to catch a glimpse of Finn. Perhaps if someone didn't know Finn and didn't understand his heart the way Quinn did they wouldn't see the pain he was desperately trying to hide from her. Quinn said nothing, let out no sigh or whine but merely unbuckled her seat belt and scooted across the front seat. Like second nature, Finn lifted his arm to allow his girlfriend to turn and cuddle into his body before wrapping the arm around her in a firm hold.
They drove a little longer along the street until Finn turned the wheel with ease, pulling off the asphalt road to travel down a barely visible dirt road. The boy had taken this route so many times he could of navigated the truck towards the old field that was to be their destination with his eyes shut. As the road came to an end, leaving the young couple in an open field with no light but the stars shining down on them Finn put the truck into park before cutting the engine and sighed heavily. He turned his head just a little, pressing his lips down onto the top of Quinn's head, his hand stroking her arm. The two sat in the silence, just holding one another and listening to the soft and steady breathing for a few minutes as if they were trying to stop time and hold onto a few moments for themselves.
"I'll get the blankets for the bed." Finn whispered, kissing Quinn's head once more. The blonde nodded and reluctantly pulled away from the boy, sliding back to the passenger side to climb out. Her feet hit the ground as she took in a deep breath, smelling the clean air that surrounded the farm. The piece of land was privately owned but no one in town could remember who the owners were exactly and over time it had become a go to spot for most couples who hadn't lost themselves to the grim fate most people in Lima faced. As Quinn wandered around to the tailgate, catching Finn spreading the blankets out in the bed of his old Chevy, a little smile came to her lips as she thought of their first journey out her. Finn had his license for all of two hours before he had her in the truck that was once his father's and driving her around town. The goofy boy had pretended to get lost, swerving the truck onto the old dirt road and drove straight into the middle of the farm, bringing Quinn to this very spot just three years ago on one of their first dates. He had given her a first real kiss that night, not a peck like the boys had been doing since seventh grade but wrapped his strong arms around her, held her tight and kissed her so lovingly, real and tenderly.
"Come here babe." Finn called out as he stood on the tailgate, his hand extended down to Quinn. Although he had interrupted her reminiscing, the girl could hardly hold it against the boy seeing the way he still smiled at her. With such ease, Finn lifted Quinn up into the truck and followed her over to the makeshift bed he had created with the blankets. The taller man lay down first, Quinn curling up into his side with her head resting on his chest again. Shutting her eyes tightly, Quinn let out a shaky exhale before pressing her ear to Finn's chest. The soft and subtle thumping beat of Finn's heart soothed Quinn, his hand holding onto her shoulder. Three years in the making for this moment, this finally night before they had to say goodbye to each other and hello to the future.
Twisting her body, Quinn turned and faced Finn, her eyes threatening with tears again as they watered slightly. Bringing his hand to her cheek, Finn bit down on his own lip as his thumb stroked her cheekbone. Unsure of what to say, the young man did the only thing he could think to do in order to comfort her and leaned down, pushing his lips against hers. Quinn responded quickly, her fingers gripping onto the boy's shirt as her lips pushed back into Finn's. They continued their kiss, tongues rolling into one another as heavy moans passed between their mouths until the need for oxygen was more great than the need to kiss. Quinn pulled her lips back, shallow gasps falling from her as she tried to focus her mind again.
"Make love to me." She whispered suddenly, her eyes lifting from Finn's swollen lips to greet his deep brown eyes. The surprise was written there on Finn's face as he tried to understand Quinn's words.
The decision to not have sex was not an easy one the couple arrived at with just one quick talk. Quinn had her beliefs and insecurities and Finn felt he had other short comings in that department and feared he'd never be able to satisfy Quinn like a real man would. They had fooled around with oral sex a few times, a handjob here and there, a little fingering when the mood - well the hormones - were right but never once had they talked about having sex since their junior year. Quinn had a strong desire to be a virgin on her wedding night and Finn wanted to be the groom more than he could explain. It was a simple, unspoken agreement that they would wait and that wait would be worth it.
"Quinn..." Finn sighed, his hand brushing her blonde hair behind her ear. His eyes were locked on hers as he attempted to figure out the motivation behind the sudden change of heart. "You don't have to do this because you're leaving. We've wait for three, four more won't make a difference at this point."
Quinn laughed softly as she sat up, pulling Finn with her. Her cool palms gripped the side of his face, keeping his attention and focus on her even though she had no competition for it. Finn, her sweet and kind Finn was still trying now to defend her virtue. The mere fact his first response had been to object to sex only confirmed that this was the right move.
"Yes we do."
"No we don't ha-"
"Shhh." Quinn said, silencing Finn with a finger upon his lips. When his shoulders shrugged in a little bit of defeat, the blonde continued. "Yes, we do. Tomorrow our lives change and we don't have control of the future or what's to come. All I know is that tomorrow I have to say goodbye to you and I don't want too. I've been saying for three years that my wedding night would be the perfect night but it's not Finn. This is the perfect night. I want you to give you the most precious thing I have and I want to give it to you tonight. And a little selfishly, I want the most special part of you to get me through the next few months."
Swallowing hard, it was Finn's eyes who brimmed with tears at Quinn's words. He had no speech prepared, no words that could compare to what she had just uttered to him. Leaning forward, Finn pressed his lips firmly back into Quinn's, a hunger and a passion that he always kept in check coming undone. The blonde's hands gripped at the side of his neck, pulling his down as she leaned back. Finn's hand was there behind her, cradling her head as it hit the blankets.
He shifted carefully, his feet kicking his shoes off as his body slide on top of her's, settling between her legs. Their kisses were becoming more needy, a little sloppier but still laced with the passion and love the two shared. They broke apart at the same time, Finn sitting back and Quinn up as her hands grasped the hem of his tee shirt and pulled it off of his body, discarding it quickly. Finn surged forward, capturing Quinn in another heated kiss before he peeled the shirt from her body. His fingers fumbled with the bra clasp, shaking until the long and skilled fingers belong to Quinn undid it for him and the lace covering her fell from her body.
Finn swallowed hard as he blinked a few times, taking in the glorious sight of Quinn. His jeans constricted as a not so subtle bulge grew in his pants. Quickly, Finn's hands were back fumbling with the button on her jeans, managing to get it undone finally and he began tugging at the legs, pulling the jeans off as Quinn slipped out of her underwear. Finn took another deep breath as he stared at the blonde's naked body for the first time. "You're beautiful..." He whispered, his eyes roaming over every inch of flesh on the blonde before meeting her eyes again. There was a flushed pink tinting her cheeks now, making Finn grin widely. Setting off to work on his own jeans, he had the pants and boxers off quickly, his full eight and a half inch erection coming free from the coverings holding it back.
The night was chillier than most for Ohio Summer but it meant little as both Quinn and Finn's body raged with heat. With shaky, uneven breaths, Finn moved closer to Quinn, hovering over her and already could feel the heat radiating off her body. "Are you sure?" He whispered again, his eyes narrowing as he looked down into the lighter hazel orbs. Quinn nodded but snaked her hand to the back of his neck, pulling his head down to another kiss. Finn's body responded, his lips pressing back into hers as his body trembled above her owns. With a sharp intake of air, Finn pulled back and pried his eyes open again. "Co-condom?" He questioned, knowing that Burt had snuck one in his wallet just in case.
Quinn shook her head, her hand coming round to stroke Finn's cheek. "No. I want to be able to really feel you." She murmured, knowing he'd understand. It was a slightly stupid choice, they both knew it but a condom was surely ruin the situation and if something did happen, if they ended up pregnant, Finn would have nothing more important than his child to tie him to Lima. Licking his lips, Finn nodded and quickly stole another kiss from Quinn.
Swallowing hard, Quinn took one last deep breath and spread her legs a little wider. Finn shifted his body down and grabbed himself at his base. Glancing down, not truly wanting to take his eyes from Quinn, Finn positioned himself as the best angle he could. Slowly he lowered his hips, the head of his cock slipping between Quinn's wet folds, coating him with her slickness. He found the small and tight hole and pressed down a little, feeling a sliver of himself press inside of Quinn. The blonde shut her eyes and kept her legs relaxed, the slight pressure just a little uncomfortable. "Don't stop." Quinn encouraged, her hand slipping to Finn's shoulder, holding onto him.
With another breath, Finn pushed his hips down again, his head slipping fully inside Quinn's hole quickly, the wetness aiding him greatly. Quinn let out a gasp, her legs clenching for just a moment until she forced herself to relax again. While Finn's fingers had been inside her on a few occasions, they were nothing compared his large member. She had been expecting it to hurt but Finn was being so delicate and gentle, allowing her time to adjust to the pressure inside of him it was making a little more bearable and easier. "Keep going." She whispered, her eyes still shut tight. Finn pushed down again, stretching Quinn's walls until he was meet with a sudden resistance. A part of him wanted to stop and retreat but his body wanted her more and Finn knew that Quinn wanted this as well. With a slightly rough push, Finn broke through Quinn's hymen.
"Oh!" She cried out, her fingernails digging hard into Finn's shoulder blade. The pressure of Finn inside of her was resulting in pain and her muscles tightened.
"Shush, shush baby." Finn cooed, trying to soothe Quinn as his cock gave a few throbs, the blood rushing around as the tightness of Quinn was constricting right around him. "Look at me, hey look at me." He urged.
Quinn forced her eyes open, water brimming at the edge as the pain was at the forefront of her mind and body. Her nails didn't lighten up on Finn at all, her grip still tight as she gazed into the brown eyes above her. The reassurance of Finn's gentle face cause Quinn to relax again.
"It's okay, it's okay." He told her in a gentle whisper, "It's okay." His hips pushed down again, slipping farther the tight space. The first moan escaped from Quinn as she felt Finn's cock rubbing against her walls, sending little shivers of pleasure to mix with the pain. Encouraged by the sound, Finn pushed down again, this time managing to slide himself completely in Quinn. Her walls were so tight around Finn's pulsing cock, he shut his eyes for a moment and let the feeling of warmth was over him.
Slowly, Finn began to rock into Quinn, the moans and groans from both of them mixing together. She was tight but the hardest part was done and now came what the pair had long been awaiting. At a slow, steady pace, Finn lifted his hips, gliding in and out of Quinn, meeting momentary resistance here and there. Quinn had shut her eyes again, her own center aching as Finn's hard member brushed along her walls, massaging her from the inside without even realizing his. Each time he rocked in, he slipped a little deeper in her and a loud moan echoed from Quinn's throat.
It was nothing wild, rough, fast or crazy but instead slow, sweet gentle sex, the two of them becoming familiar with the other's body and the new feelings new erupting in them. Quinn finally wrapped her legs around him, causing him to slide a little deeper and allowed him to brush just the tip of his cock against a certain spot in her body. "Oh God." She moaned, her breathing so heavy and laced with desire. Finn's own pants were mixing in her with hers, his cock pulsing and throbbing as her soft walls kept constricting around him with each thrust.
"Fi-Finn please...I'm so...close." Quinn moaned, her arms wrapping around Finn to keep his body close as her body was building up in anticipation to this great relief. His thrusts became a little faster, causing more moans and Quinn could feel her body to start to shake. She was unsure of what was washing over her that moment, her legs trembling as her center tingled in an indescribable pleasure. Finn could feel Quinn shaking from inside her and suddenly his body stopped, his cock gave sudden throbs and jerks and soon Quinn's center was that much warmer as Finn began to drip, coming inside of her. The cried out together in ecstasy, holding one another as waves of the orgasm rushed over them.
It took a few minutes for the couple to calm down and as their body temperatures decreased, the air began to chill their bodies. Quinn had still not opened her eyes but her face screamed of relief and pleasure that Finn didn't mind. Slowly pulling out of Quinn, his own seed mixed with the blonde's slickness dripping from him, he smiled to himself and leaned over, grabbing a blanket to wrap around them. Quinn returned to her senses and her hazel eyes popped open while a lazy smile danced on her lips. Rolling onto her side to face Finn, Quinn leaned forward and pulled him into a sweet kiss. The remained like that for a few moments, kissing each other happily until Finn pulled back, pressing his forehead to hers.
"I love you." He whispered, his hand coming up to cover her cheek.
"I love you." She replied, rubbing her nose against his.
Even though in just a few short hours, Quinn would be leaving Lima behind, Finn knew now that the blonde would never be leaving him as he now held the most treasured piece of her. It was their perfect night.
***************************************************************************
It had been one week, one very long and painful week since Quinn had left Lima. Despite being able to skype with her each night, Finn was truly longing for the blonde. He was doing great as masking his miserable when they spoke though, always having a bright face as she introduced him to her roommate and floor mates, showing him around her little room. The excitement she had about being at Yale was almost enough to make all the misery Finn felt disappear. Still, in the moments when Quinn was off in class and Finn was working the front desk at Hummel Tires and Lube, it was clear that he wasn't as happy as he seemed.
"You know they got auto shops in New Haven right?" Burt said loudly, pulling Finn's attention from the empty space he was staring into.
"What?" He replied, looking at his step-father with confusion.
"New Haven? They got auto shops too. You've got a natural instinct with cars, it wouldn't be too hard to get a spot as a mechanic at one." Burt said again, never taking his eyes off his clipboard as he walked near the front desk.
"I don't understand." Finn said slowly, his brow knit so tightly in confusion it was beginning to make his eyes hurt.
With a heavy sigh, Burt tossed the clipboard down and looked at the young man. "I'm saying me and your mom are sick of seeing you in this weird twisted agony you're in over Quinn. Look, I thought this long and hard and your mom agrees with me. We didn't have to spend a penny on you for college cause you didn't want to go. That money we'd be giving to your first semester at OSU, we want you to have it to move to New Haven."
Finn opened his mouth to quickly respond, to remind Burt of the responsibilities that Lima had when the older man cut his off, shaking his head. "Save it. I can find anyone to man the front desk. Kurt's off in New York and me and your mom will be just fine. Book your plane ticket and get the hell out of here Finn."
It was impossible to argue with that logic, with how set Burt was so all Finn could do was hug him, thank him, and quickly set off to book his plane ticket. He knew Quinn would yell at him for not thinking this out more or getting a place to live first but Finn didn't care. He simply needed to be back around Quinn once more.
**************************************************************************
The following day Finn was navigating himself around the Yale campus, looking for the freshman dorms with a stupid grin on his face. He knew that Quinn would just be getting down with her classes for the day and heading back to her room and all he needed to do now was find the building. It took a few more minutes of wandering the wrong way before someone finally pointed him in the right direction. The nerves were higher in him than ever before as he waited patiently outside of her building, pacing around as person after person filed into the building. Taking a deep breath, Finn turned around and stared at the old brick dorm, thinking how Quinn's pictures hadn't done it justice.
"Finn?" Came the call from a soft little voice that always managed to make his heart race. Turning around, the grin reached across his face as he stared at the blonde who seemed frozen. Despite only a week passing, Finn felt in that moment 100 years had passed since he saw Quinn.
"Surprise." He said with a laugh, holding his arms out as if to signal that he was real. Quinn broke into a run suddenly and jumped into Finn's arms, her arms wrapped around his neck as he leaned down, inhaling his perfect scene. The young man chuckled again but kept his arms around her body, holding her to him.
"What are you doing here?" Quinn questioned breathlessly, the warmth of the on her face radiating off of her.
"I'm here for you. My mom and Burt told me to stop being miserable. Look, I know this is crazy and you probably want to yell at me but Quinn after our night together, I can't go months without you and only have four days at Thanksgiving to look forward too. I want you every day for the rest of my life." He told her firmly, his hand cupping her cheek gently.
"You moved her because I gave you sex?" She playfully questioned with a giggle.
"Well you know it's not nice to make a guy wait months for round two. I had little options left." He teased back.
Shaking her head, Quinn rolled her eyes and leaned up on her tiptoes, pressing a forceful kiss to Finn's lips. He was crazy and if she had half a mind she would have sent him home but to have Finn in her arms once again, well that wasn't something Quinn was every going to give up again.