I Love You

Nov 08, 2004 23:18

Dearest Austin,

Hello Sweety. Right now you are with your mother, giving her what I know is great comfort and much love that only you can give and do so well.
I want to tell you how proud of you I am. You may not acknowledge it Austin, but you are doing an awesome job with your life. You maintain friendships that lesser people have long given up on and equals continually faulter over. You support your family. Yes you do. As much as they give and as much as you take you give them back something that they can only receive and greatly rely on your for, serenity. Broken at times and nearly invisible without you they would not be the people I know today. Without them I would not be they person I am now and that all leads back to You, Babe. Without your love and guidance and acceptance I could not love you as I do today. I could not sincerely live my life as I do now. It was not all you I know, but it took all you had to give and you gave it your all.
Believe me when I tell you Baby that I love you, and am passionately in love with you. It was commitment on both our parts, but this entry is in thanks to you. Thank you for opening your life so to me Austin. Giving me your trust and then providing me so completely with a place in your family. I take it for granted, that is how easily you gave it, but I realize how much more that prompts me to be thankful and thoughtful. Never before have I been so keen to open my life to someone as you have given me reason to. Never before have I been so rational in my decisions to forsake thought for feeling, skepticism for trust. You have given me things Austin that I never would have given myself. The courage to love myself being the most important and most worthy of mention. I love myself like I never have and always will because of us, because of You; and long from now regardless of our path, whether it shall diverge into two, separate but united, or continue as one twice as strong for our triumphs Together, I will take with me for the rest of my life a strength that is invaluable, priceless and irreplaceable. I owe myself and everything I will be to us and I owe it to you to fulfill my purpose in life as completely as you have my vision for what it is.

"People can do no great things, only small things with great love." -M. Theresa

XOXOA8- Your Baby
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