Third Time's the Charm
This is a quick update, simply to appease you all who may come to read my journal, all 2 of you, maybe if I am good, I can get more of a community going here, it would be nice to fulfill what this site was actually made for...
I am at my great grandmother's 95th birthday party and they are all having a great time, despite my mother pining for attention by crying and accusing her mother of lying to her, which she did. I just had to escape the situation, my mother is slowly debilitating, and I am in desperate need now that the school year has begun, of a place to live. Taylor, I would take your offer, but I fear it isn't truly genuine, I know you have your own life, and your own troubles, and mine are the last thing that need to be thrown into the mix. Nikki has offered, and I am genuinely thinking of taking her up on the offer, my grandmother makes jokes that I really do need to get out, and it is so understated to say that, that it makes me want to break apart. I am trying depserately though to smile and to be happy and make other's so, because I love my friends so much. Phillip, Hannah, John, Liah, you are all first in my mind, I had to debate the order in which to write your names, and I did so making liah last as she knows how I feel for her. Then there are the other's that I really do love and care the best for, I just hope that I can make the best of a situation that has no positive outcome.
I have to go, I will update more later, Deep Love, Chris
I am at my great grandmother's 95th birthday party and they are all having a great time, despite my mother pining for attention by crying and accusing her mother of lying to her, which she did. I just had to escape the situation, my mother is slowly debilitating, and I am in desperate need now that the school year has begun, of a place to live. Taylor, I would take your offer, but I fear it isn't truly genuine, I know you have your own life, and your own troubles, and mine are the last thing that need to be thrown into the mix. Nikki has offered, and I am genuinely thinking of taking her up on the offer, my grandmother makes jokes that I really do need to get out, and it is so understated to say that, that it makes me want to break apart. I am trying depserately though to smile and to be happy and make other's so, because I love my friends so much. Phillip, Hannah, John, Liah, you are all first in my mind, I had to debate the order in which to write your names, and I did so making liah last as she knows how I feel for her. Then there are the other's that I really do love and care the best for, I just hope that I can make the best of a situation that has no positive outcome.
I have to go, I will update more later, Deep Love, Chris