oh SHNAPS...it's november!
...that's exciting.
i miss being able to see the little kiddos walk around the neighborhood trick-or-treating. i miss that a lot.
so, im not feeling too hott right now. sickness is no fun at all...except when you're taken care of. i know who to call when i want great soup, cookies, candy, and a movie. but this grossness makes me even more unproductive.
the next day that it's really cold outside, i want to go to starbucks for a mint hot chocolate. mmmm!
i've been SUPER lazy as of late. i've been lying in bed, watching tv, sleeping, eating, more sleeping, less studying, even more sleeping, even less studying, spending unnecessary amounts of money, and oh yeah...did i mention sleeping? actually, i really haven't been sleeping that much. ha. i slept like 1 hour last night. but, i have been lying around doing nothing for the most part. dont get me wrong, i enjoy it all thoroughly though. but...yeah...you know how the same ole story goes.
so this weekend is vsa date auction/fcn weekend. that should be fun, i hope. i really want for it to be somewhat cold bcuz i want to dress in semi-winter wear.
i guess getting all that on-the-surface life out of the way, i've been pretty broken inside. it's been hard keeping all this in. i feel so far. i mean, distance-wise i, of course, am...but i feel so emotionally detached from someone i just flat out shouldn't be. i dont know what you're thinking and it FREAKS ME OUT. all i want is for you to just FREAKIN' TALK TO ME. you're breaking my heart. this situation is breaking my heart. im just...broken.
edit:
So I wear my disguise
Til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights
And then I breakdown and cry
alright pals.
have a good rest of the week.
oh! and good luck on any tests and SHTUFF.
♥
i miss being able to see the little kiddos walk around the neighborhood trick-or-treating. i miss that a lot.
so, im not feeling too hott right now. sickness is no fun at all...except when you're taken care of. i know who to call when i want great soup, cookies, candy, and a movie. but this grossness makes me even more unproductive.
the next day that it's really cold outside, i want to go to starbucks for a mint hot chocolate. mmmm!
i've been SUPER lazy as of late. i've been lying in bed, watching tv, sleeping, eating, more sleeping, less studying, even more sleeping, even less studying, spending unnecessary amounts of money, and oh yeah...did i mention sleeping? actually, i really haven't been sleeping that much. ha. i slept like 1 hour last night. but, i have been lying around doing nothing for the most part. dont get me wrong, i enjoy it all thoroughly though. but...yeah...you know how the same ole story goes.
so this weekend is vsa date auction/fcn weekend. that should be fun, i hope. i really want for it to be somewhat cold bcuz i want to dress in semi-winter wear.
i guess getting all that on-the-surface life out of the way, i've been pretty broken inside. it's been hard keeping all this in. i feel so far. i mean, distance-wise i, of course, am...but i feel so emotionally detached from someone i just flat out shouldn't be. i dont know what you're thinking and it FREAKS ME OUT. all i want is for you to just FREAKIN' TALK TO ME. you're breaking my heart. this situation is breaking my heart. im just...broken.
edit:
So I wear my disguise
Til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights
And then I breakdown and cry
alright pals.
have a good rest of the week.
oh! and good luck on any tests and SHTUFF.
♥