Suck it, Jon.
"...So if you think I’m gonnna settle down,
I‘ve got news for you,
I still got a lot of leavin’ left to do.
And as long as there’s a song
Left in this old guitar,
This life I’m bound to lead
Ain’t for the faint of heart.
So you won’t fall for me
If you know what’s good for you
‘cause I still got a lot of leavin’ left to do.
I guess the Lord made me hard to handle,
So lovin’ me might be a long shot gamble.
So before you go and turn me on,
Be sure that you can turn me loose
‘cause I still got a lot of leavin’ left to do.
Girl, you look like you might be an angel
So I won’t lie--
I could love you like the devil
If you wanted me to tonight.
And we could talk about forever for a day or two,
But I still got a lot of leavin’ left to do."
--"Lot Of Leavin' Left To Do" by Dierks Bentley
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"It's strange to hear your voice;
I did not expect for you to call.
You wonder how I'm doing,
How I'm holdin' up since you did me wrong?...
Well, how am I doin' since you did what you've done to me?
I can't lie, I sometimes cry when I think of how it used to be.
I keep my friends with me, I stay busy, and I don't get much sleep.
Baby, that's how I'm doin' since you did what you done to me.
Well now wait one minute, I failed to mention, those tears I cried-- are tears of joy
Because it was no fun there under your thumb...
Well, when all my friends heard, what a you know what you were,
They took me out on the town.
Then I heard our song, and I danced along, but it felt all wrong...
Well I don't know what you were thinking, runnin' round on me.
Well, now you say you're sorry... well, honey I agree!
So, how are YOU doing since you did what you did to me?
Girl, don't lie, I know you cried 'cause you know how good it used to be.
Yeah, tell me does the thought of losing my true love make it hard to sleep?
Baby, how are you doing since you did what you done to me?"
--"How Am I Doing" by Dierks Bentley
Jon can really just go die for all I care :-) ASSHOLE!
The last time we talked, before I found out the he'd cheated on me, he was all smug and asked if we could be friends because we were SO close. Um. I don't really remember us being THAT close. He bitched me out for not telling him that I passed out in a friend's bed, wait, wait, not only did he bitch me out for being dishonest by not telling him, but because this happened AFTER our huge fight, he added that it was WAY "too soon" (after the fight, so apparently he thought that it had broken us up) to be "sleeping with someone else" and then expects me to be be nice when I found out he's been dating someone else for like weeks...? are you kidding me? did he expect to get away with this?
He doesn't just LIKE someone else... and he's not JUST fooling around with her... They've been on like dates... quite a few! Enough dates apparently that his SISTER saw them kiss and had time to relay the scene of them making out in his car outside the house to Kathryn, who then told me the whole story about how she's his ex-girlfriend named Catherine, who works at Southern States with him. *ehem* Now, whenever he mentioned the girls that work there to me when we were together, he made it very clear that NONE of them were his age, and NONE of them were attractive, and that he didn't know any of them that well... He by FAR did not mention that his EX worked there, who he obviously finds more attractive, awesome, and worth more to him than me to jeopardize our relationship at the time... who's the lying, hypocrytical sack of shit now?
remember the last time we talked, he said he wanted to stay friends. when i found he cheated on me, i sent him a nice little text. this was almost a week ago. he has not called this friend yet to defend his actions, so it must be true.
I‘ve got news for you,
I still got a lot of leavin’ left to do.
And as long as there’s a song
Left in this old guitar,
This life I’m bound to lead
Ain’t for the faint of heart.
So you won’t fall for me
If you know what’s good for you
‘cause I still got a lot of leavin’ left to do.
I guess the Lord made me hard to handle,
So lovin’ me might be a long shot gamble.
So before you go and turn me on,
Be sure that you can turn me loose
‘cause I still got a lot of leavin’ left to do.
Girl, you look like you might be an angel
So I won’t lie--
I could love you like the devil
If you wanted me to tonight.
And we could talk about forever for a day or two,
But I still got a lot of leavin’ left to do."
--"Lot Of Leavin' Left To Do" by Dierks Bentley
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"It's strange to hear your voice;
I did not expect for you to call.
You wonder how I'm doing,
How I'm holdin' up since you did me wrong?...
Well, how am I doin' since you did what you've done to me?
I can't lie, I sometimes cry when I think of how it used to be.
I keep my friends with me, I stay busy, and I don't get much sleep.
Baby, that's how I'm doin' since you did what you done to me.
Well now wait one minute, I failed to mention, those tears I cried-- are tears of joy
Because it was no fun there under your thumb...
Well, when all my friends heard, what a you know what you were,
They took me out on the town.
Then I heard our song, and I danced along, but it felt all wrong...
Well I don't know what you were thinking, runnin' round on me.
Well, now you say you're sorry... well, honey I agree!
So, how are YOU doing since you did what you did to me?
Girl, don't lie, I know you cried 'cause you know how good it used to be.
Yeah, tell me does the thought of losing my true love make it hard to sleep?
Baby, how are you doing since you did what you done to me?"
--"How Am I Doing" by Dierks Bentley
Jon can really just go die for all I care :-) ASSHOLE!
The last time we talked, before I found out the he'd cheated on me, he was all smug and asked if we could be friends because we were SO close. Um. I don't really remember us being THAT close. He bitched me out for not telling him that I passed out in a friend's bed, wait, wait, not only did he bitch me out for being dishonest by not telling him, but because this happened AFTER our huge fight, he added that it was WAY "too soon" (after the fight, so apparently he thought that it had broken us up) to be "sleeping with someone else" and then expects me to be be nice when I found out he's been dating someone else for like weeks...? are you kidding me? did he expect to get away with this?
He doesn't just LIKE someone else... and he's not JUST fooling around with her... They've been on like dates... quite a few! Enough dates apparently that his SISTER saw them kiss and had time to relay the scene of them making out in his car outside the house to Kathryn, who then told me the whole story about how she's his ex-girlfriend named Catherine, who works at Southern States with him. *ehem* Now, whenever he mentioned the girls that work there to me when we were together, he made it very clear that NONE of them were his age, and NONE of them were attractive, and that he didn't know any of them that well... He by FAR did not mention that his EX worked there, who he obviously finds more attractive, awesome, and worth more to him than me to jeopardize our relationship at the time... who's the lying, hypocrytical sack of shit now?
remember the last time we talked, he said he wanted to stay friends. when i found he cheated on me, i sent him a nice little text. this was almost a week ago. he has not called this friend yet to defend his actions, so it must be true.