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im so sick of it all...
this was a fucking crazy weekend of craziness that was just...well...crazy. im tired, im sad, im confused, im lost, and worst of all...theres no distractions anymore. the number of forties in my room is quickly shrinking, my friends are mia, and next weekend promises to be one of the worst of my life and i have no idea what im going to do to get my mind off of it. i want to just disappear that weekend. sleep the entire weekend, hibernate. im scared to do one thing for fear that i should have done something else...im so prefuckingoccupied with keeping myself busy that weekend that its forcing me to dwell on it fifteen million times more than i would if i just fucking dealt with it.
i hate this...this weekend was full of sad...im ready for a little happy...wanna throw some my way?
i think i might go home...
this was a fucking crazy weekend of craziness that was just...well...crazy. im tired, im sad, im confused, im lost, and worst of all...theres no distractions anymore. the number of forties in my room is quickly shrinking, my friends are mia, and next weekend promises to be one of the worst of my life and i have no idea what im going to do to get my mind off of it. i want to just disappear that weekend. sleep the entire weekend, hibernate. im scared to do one thing for fear that i should have done something else...im so prefuckingoccupied with keeping myself busy that weekend that its forcing me to dwell on it fifteen million times more than i would if i just fucking dealt with it.
i hate this...this weekend was full of sad...im ready for a little happy...wanna throw some my way?
i think i might go home...