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so everything i write lately has been really pessimistic. i have come to the realization that i can't have who i want as a boyfriend, i really can't have anyone at all (got to work on this attractivness thing...help). not all my friends can get along (now i need to split up my time even more, not like i have time). not everyone at work is going to accept me as a friend (guess i already have enough anyway). oh and every night is going to be spent at home alone watching my roomates and their BF's makeout with each other on the couch.
all i want for xmas is:
all i want for xmas is: