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yesterday was full of little reminders that i don't have anyone. i feel alone, even though i have so many people around me...it's like something is missing. and i'm not whining b/c i don't have a boyfriend but it's that the boyfriends i have had in the past don't really care. to them i was just a benefit they had until they got bored.
*my roomates constantly make out in the living room while i am sitting down eating or watching tv
*yesterday i felt like a third wheel. i went to dinner with kiran who just came back from iraq. well i thought it was just going to be me and him but he had to bring his little "friend" along to. so inbetween them rubbing each other and kissing i was able to talk to him.
*i spend every day going to work and school all day and i don't have time to really have a social life during the week.
i have a feeling that in some way God is trying to teach me to have patience in life. this is the biggest struggle for me...i'm so glad i have bible study tomorrow night!
*my roomates constantly make out in the living room while i am sitting down eating or watching tv
*yesterday i felt like a third wheel. i went to dinner with kiran who just came back from iraq. well i thought it was just going to be me and him but he had to bring his little "friend" along to. so inbetween them rubbing each other and kissing i was able to talk to him.
*i spend every day going to work and school all day and i don't have time to really have a social life during the week.
i have a feeling that in some way God is trying to teach me to have patience in life. this is the biggest struggle for me...i'm so glad i have bible study tomorrow night!